I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy 23 days ago, it was a hard delivery with a vacuum, the doctor said I was lucky that I only needed two stitches after the birth, the next morning I knew something didnt feel right and when another doctor checked said I needed two more stitches with was traumatic having to go through more fiddling around after the delivery the night before....
at 9 days after birth I took a look with a mirror and saw that right at the opening of my vagina there was a stitch but under that there was a hole, I went to the hospital but they said it all looked fine and it would heal and if it didnt they would re stitch AGAIN at six weeks.... I have been in so much pain and have always been a very slow healer so am dreading having to go through the healing process again.
The thought of maybe getting re stitched after I have healed has been upsetting me so last night I took another look and to my horror the first stitch has fallen out and now I am left with what looks like a large opening... I sobbed for a full hour, hubby had to calm me down and I was awake all night because I am so upset...
I was back at the GP AGAIN three days ago and he now says I have an infection even after taking VERY good care to be clean etc and I am on two anti biotic and steroid cream.
my question is, do things continue to heal after the stitches fall out or is that it??? am I left with what I have now??? I feel so guilty that I am so upset at the magical time but I cant stop crying over my vagina!!!
at 9 days after birth I took a look with a mirror and saw that right at the opening of my vagina there was a stitch but under that there was a hole, I went to the hospital but they said it all looked fine and it would heal and if it didnt they would re stitch AGAIN at six weeks.... I have been in so much pain and have always been a very slow healer so am dreading having to go through the healing process again.
The thought of maybe getting re stitched after I have healed has been upsetting me so last night I took another look and to my horror the first stitch has fallen out and now I am left with what looks like a large opening... I sobbed for a full hour, hubby had to calm me down and I was awake all night because I am so upset...
I was back at the GP AGAIN three days ago and he now says I have an infection even after taking VERY good care to be clean etc and I am on two anti biotic and steroid cream.
my question is, do things continue to heal after the stitches fall out or is that it??? am I left with what I have now??? I feel so guilty that I am so upset at the magical time but I cant stop crying over my vagina!!!