mummyosborne
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Now I've had my second premmie they can confirm my body is just incapable of carrying to term, my cervix just gives way. This huge feeling of guilt is sitting inside me, I just sit and cry when alone. Because my body is incapable of doing something so natural, my daughter has cerebral palsy and my little boy is miles away from me in a plastic box covered in wires. I feel like I've failed them so much. I'm their mummy and I'm meant to keep them safe but I've failed already. Will this feeling ever go?