Will this ever happen???

[ces2008]

Down today. DH's cousin just announced him and his wife are having twins. All I can think is why not me?

 

[Myshelsong]

OMG I am sorry that is horrible.
Big hugs.

Have you tried injectables yet? My cousin did this for the first time after 6 failed clomid and had success on the first try. I know you have to wait on the cyst, but you can ask your doctor if this is something that they would be willing to try ...

I still havent ovulated. Pretty sure all the weekend sperm our now dead, hope I can hold out until the weekend ...

 

[ces2008]

Hope you can catch that egg! I need to get my weight down so we can try Letrozole. So I cant start anything until that point. Which, I guess, is fine. Im having an EGD Monday to try to find a reason for my Upper Abdominal Pain comming back. If we dont find anything Monday, I go bact to my GI Dr at the Unniversity of MN Medical Center cuz then its prob my Sphincter of Oddi Dysfunction.

Not gonna stop trying, but not forcing it either. But its always hard to hear someone else is having a baby!

 

[Myshelsong]

Temp shot up this morning so pretty sure I ovulated yesterday.
not happy about it but better than never i guess.

good luck with the drs appointment!!

 

[laurabe]

Hi the OP on this thread just sums up how i am feeling these days
I was so sure i was getting a BFP last cycle, i am on Letrozole and i just felt different and had different 'symptoms' i cried and cried when AF came
And everyone i know seems to be pregnant or now a parent. its so upsetting
at times i feel like giving up, then other times I tell myself it will happen but as the months go by it seems less and less likely. almost at the 2yr mark

 

[ces2008]

Welcome! I think alot of us feel the same way! This thread helps!

 

[Myshelsong]

Hi the OP on this thread just sums up how i am feeling these days
I was so sure i was getting a BFP last cycle, i am on Letrozole and i just felt different and had different 'symptoms' i cried and cried when AF came
And everyone i know seems to be pregnant or now a parent. its so upsetting
at times i feel like giving up, then other times I tell myself it will happen but as the months go by it seems less and less likely. almost at the 2yr mark

I cry almost every single month for at least a minute. Some months I scream/cry for hours depending on how hard we tried that month. I totally feel you it is the worst and not fair at all.

big hugs.

 

[xxshellsxx]

I got my first AF today since my miracle BFP ended in MC and she is being a complete cow! We did try last cycle but the 'more fertile after MC' rule didn't apply to me (go figure ) . I finally start clomid on Monday so at least i have another focus for the next 6 cycles.... Ready to start trying again

 

[ces2008]

So sorry for your loss! I hope the clomid works for you and you get a sticky little bean!

 

[ExecutiveMom]

Still not sure how all this works, but seriously tired of going to the DR, and seeing negative tests. TTC 24, month 5 on clomid, getting more aggressive this month. I'm tired of this crap!

My husband has a random, kid from a fling 7 years ago, nothing will piss you off more when you are TTC with unexplained infertility than looking into the face of your Dh's love child every other weekend. Jeeze, I think the drugs are making me angry today.

I'm so sorry that you all are having a hard time, I wouldn't wish this on anyone.

I wish there was a little counter on this site that we could all log our statistics on!

***I'm in minnesota too!

 

[ces2008]

Where in Minnesota are you? Im in Duluth. To be honest, my DH had an affair around our 1 year anniversary, and still doesnt know if the baby she had is his or not. I couldnt imagine having to see her every day! We def worked through everything, and our relationship is stronger now.

Im gonna keep trying, but not heavily trying. I have an appt with my GI Dr at the University of MN Medical Center for my Upper Abdominal Pain caused by Sphincter of Oddi Dysfunction. Im in constant pain.

Still trying to get over this golfball sized cyst on my ovary. The pain IS getting better, and I havnt needed to take the pain meds for it since Thursday!

 

[Myshelsong]

OMG Ces! So Sorry that is horrible for you guys. Why haven’t you gotten a paternity test? It sounds like you or both or you are questioning the validity of him being the father?

 

[ces2008]

She refuses a paternity test. And her husband refuses one too. His name is on the birth certificate, so theres not much we can do. It would cost us too much money to even have a tiny chance at a court ordered on. We just kinda, try not to think about it too much. If we did find out she was his, then I would blame myself for us having a hard time getting pregnant more then I already do.

 

[Myshelsong]

that does not sound fun at all.

At least you are feeling better, Yay no pain meds!!!

I am not sure if I have asked but has your DH had any testing done yet?

 

[lian_83]

CD 1 again. And almost at my 28th month trying. Im getting frustrated! Idk if this will ever happen! I will keep trying and never give up hope. But DH and I have been talking, and if it doesnt happen in another year or so, we will start the process to become Foster Parents. We will never stop trying, but realize there are other ways to become parents. Who knows. Maybe once we become focused on becomming Foster Parents, maybe then we will get our BFP! Giving it another year...... I hope it happens soon!!!

Hi, sorry you are feeling like cr*p. We also tried for almost 5 years before miraculously falling pregnant when we're actually 'preventing.' I apologise if you are tired of hearing the words "Just relax.. It will happen naturally." I also thought that I'll just adopt a baby on my own. But when I least expected it, that 2nd line just showed up and changed my life completely.

 

[ces2008]

Yes. DH has had tests done. He is perfect!

I agree, yay no pain meds. The cyst still hurts alot, and my SOD pain is constant. Hopefully my GI dr will be able to help! Seeing a personal trainer Nov 8! Hopefully losing weight will help!

 

[ces2008]

Just wanted to stop in and see how everyone is doing. Hope all is well!

 

[Myshelsong]

Hello Ces - I got my AF which was not fun, but noticed a difference with the pain. I think the acupuncture really helped out in making it less painful.

Beyond that I am trying to focus on being happy and doing things that I find fun.
Scott - hubby - bought us an excersize bike and treadmill today so hopefully will have those up and running this weekend so we can get on track and get healthy!

Next month will be starting chinese medicines and teas to clean out my system.
How is the natural cycle going?

 

[ces2008]

This cycle? Well, we really havnt been trying. I sprained my ankle on Halloween. And my Abdominal pain has been getting worse. Not preventing, but not really trying. I have my appt with my GI dr at the U of MN Medical Center Monday. A nice 3 1/2 hour drive one way. Hoepfully he can come up with a plan and get this calmed down so we can focus on Baby making!
Im glad that ur pain this AF was different! Hopefully u dont have to wait too much longer for ur BFP!