Worried I'm approaching the end of the road =(

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I was TTC and now we're going down the NTNP route.
I've always suffered with heavy painful periods - and O for that matter. In fact O pains are worse than :witch:

In 2011 I was given exploratory surgery in the hope of finding evidence of endometriosis, fibroids or polyps. Nothing was found. At the same time this was done a Mirena was put in, to help with my periods.
A few months after surgery I still suffer the pain that this operation promised to cure. Even going on the BCP didn't help. Doctor thinks I have adenomyosis. He suggested there is no way of diagnosing it until I've had a hysterectomy and it's on a pathology table being disected. (His words).


Fast forward 2 years. Mirena is still in and I pass something a little weird. I described it to my doctor, along with a photograph and she confirmed the worst. I'd somehow got pregnant (with a Mirena IN PLACE) and miscarried. I didn't even know I was pregnant until I passed what I passed.

The Mirena was checked up upon and it had moved. After a few attempts it was removed successfully.


I have a long history of unexplained miscarriages and chemical pregnancies. Each and every one being as painful as the other, mentally and physically.

Today, I am CD3 of my 12th cycle since trying. We are not trying and not preventing now. However, I am bleeding so heavy I have had to call for advice. They have advised me to go into hospital ASAP. At my request they cancelled an emergency ambulance. I felt there were a lot more seriously ill people out there, and I felt unworthy.

I'm waiting for my Fiancé to return from work and we are rushing up to the hospital.
I feel really ill.

I have a headache, I feel dizzy, light headed and now, I feel sick.
I am losing so much blood, I sit on the toilet and just listen to it drip out like a tap. I am also passing clots.

I had a chemical last month and the doctor on the phone thinks it may be an incomplete miscarriage with remaining tissue.

In 2009 I had a D and C for an incomplete miscarriage and I really hope I don't have to go through that again. I am so worried.

What if this bleeding won't stop and I have to have a hysterectomy? I feel my cycles have been slowly getting worse and worse and I fear that our journey for a child has come to the end of the road.

I do have 6 children from a previous relationship, we were trying for his first. I really need some advice. :flower: :cry:
 
sorry I don't have any advise - but wanted to say I am sorry for what you are going through and praying for your health and fertility.
 

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