I am now two weeks post partum and thankfully haven't had any more accidents, but this morning I started peeing before I had time to take off my pants in the bathroom. It's really upsetting. I can feel the urge to pee in my lower abdomen area, it feels full, but when I actually start to pee, I don't feel it come out of my urethra. In the few instances that I have had an accident, it feels like I'm bleeding from my vagina, a warm gush, it worries me so much because I'm scared when I am walking about and feel that gush, I don't know whether to trust it is just blood.
I hate feeling like this. I remember everything feeling numb after my c-sec, I couldn't feel myself peeing, I could only hear it. I don't remember how long it lasted. I want everything to feel normal. I'm doing my legals everyday like crazy, I'm terrified of having another accident.
I just feel so lousy