bethtastic
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Hello.
I have had what I believe to be post partum, or just straight up depression, since the birth of my second son 16 months ago.
Actually, probably off and on since I was 17, but I always chalked it up to PMS and situational problems. Which most of it probably was.
I have never wanted to hurt myself. Or anyone around me. To get that out of the way.
But sometimes I think it would be nice to go to sleep and not wake up for 5 years. (doesnt every mom sometimes?)
Anyway, enough is enough and its getting to the point where I do and say things out of character and in the end, the one I am hurting the most is my darling 5 year old boy. I have a quick temper, no patience, constant irritability, no motivation or energy. And that is totally out of character for me.
So I went to the Dr, and expresed my concern, also wondering if it had to do with the IUD i have had since April. He said he highly doubts that, and wrote me a RX for Zoloft.
I havent filled it. And I am wondering if anyone has any experience with this drug... As I am wary of medication but I also want to feel like myself again.
Any insight would be helpful!
I have had what I believe to be post partum, or just straight up depression, since the birth of my second son 16 months ago.
Actually, probably off and on since I was 17, but I always chalked it up to PMS and situational problems. Which most of it probably was.
I have never wanted to hurt myself. Or anyone around me. To get that out of the way.
But sometimes I think it would be nice to go to sleep and not wake up for 5 years. (doesnt every mom sometimes?)
Anyway, enough is enough and its getting to the point where I do and say things out of character and in the end, the one I am hurting the most is my darling 5 year old boy. I have a quick temper, no patience, constant irritability, no motivation or energy. And that is totally out of character for me.
So I went to the Dr, and expresed my concern, also wondering if it had to do with the IUD i have had since April. He said he highly doubts that, and wrote me a RX for Zoloft.
I havent filled it. And I am wondering if anyone has any experience with this drug... As I am wary of medication but I also want to feel like myself again.
Any insight would be helpful!