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Hi Ladies. (sorry in advance for this long winded post) Today I'm 5dpo. I have very irregular cycles. I ovulated on cycle 54 back in March and got my bfp at 9dpo. I was obviously over the moon but my tests never got darker and af came a week later, I was devastated and assumed it happened because I was so late into a cycle. The next cycle was then 117 days long with nothing. Then I had two af almost one after another, but ff hasn't registered the second as a separate cycle. Counting myself I ovulated on cycle 22. When my cycles weren't too bad, between days 18 and 25 were normal for me to ovulate. So I'm now 5dpo and already so impatient to know if this is it. I almost don't want to post on here for fear of jinxing things but I need people to go through this with because I'm driving myself crazy already. My partner gets annoyed that I obsess every second of the day so I don't like to talk to him about it. I'm trying so hard to keep busy and pass the time. My brothers beautiful baby boy was born on Tuesday so my broodiness is through the roof now. I can't bare the thought that it won't happen this month because with how my body is lately I'm terrified of another 5 months passing before I'm here again. I'm also concerned that my temps aren't high enough. I've attached my chart. I have an appointment with a gynecologist end of November but I'm praying I won't need it. It would just be lovely if I had some ladies at the same stage as me so I don't feel I'm going it alone. With my previous pregnancy and the chemical I got my bfp at 9dpo so will be testing then. Although who am i kidding, I know come Saturday i'll start just to satisfy the urge