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Leo and Jamie
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Well im pooping myself and dont want to go to bed because tomorow at 2:30 il be at the hospital for a scan. I have had 2 losses (one a blighted ovum that I didnt find out about until 12wk scan and one at 5 weeks, 2 days after I got a faint bfp) I have found the hb with a doppler and there is a definite baby in there but im still scared. Silly thoughts like what if the baby hasnt developed properly or has a problem?
I cant wait but its also bittersweet as whenever I go to that hospital I remember my miscarriage in january and being in the scan waiting room with all the happy giggling women while I was bleeding waiting to hear the worst. I just heard the heartbeat again but need to chill out and not worry about it.
Just writing this to let my feelings out as I never thought id make it to this day
I cant wait but its also bittersweet as whenever I go to that hospital I remember my miscarriage in january and being in the scan waiting room with all the happy giggling women while I was bleeding waiting to hear the worst. I just heard the heartbeat again but need to chill out and not worry about it.
Just writing this to let my feelings out as I never thought id make it to this day