15 months ttc #1, tww..feeling down

[Teambaby]

Hello, I am new to this site, have been ttc #1 for 15 months now, and it is sooo hard being disappointed time after time. I am feeling so down especially since everyone around me seems to be pregnant! I saw a specialist this month and did an hsg last week. Everything seemed to be normal. I go back next week for more Blood work and then back again to discuss it all and see what the next step is. I got a positive ovulation test last night so I am starting my 2ww now. Is anyone sharing my same situation? Or would just like to share this journey/ wait together? I am hoping and praying this is my month, just so hard after being let down so many months. Nobody knows we are going through this so I think that makes it harder, not talking about it with anyone, so I'm hoping this site will help.

 

[chicky160]

Welcome teambaby you'll be sure to find plenty of support here hun and yes there are plenty of us in the same situation so I have been ttc since I married dh in April 2004 although we were ntnp for quite a while before that. Plucked up the courage this year to visit our gp and after 2 lots of bloods for me and a sa for dh we finally had our referral on Thursday!! so unbelievably happy yet anxious, god only knows how long the wait will be as I'm yet to have a hsg so a little behind you, did it take lon from your initial referral to get an appointment? Anyway I for one am here and I'm sure plenty of others will be right behind me! I hope your stay will be a short one ending in a wonderful bfp! Although I must warn you this site becomes addictive and you will make lifelong friends along the way so I don't expect you to be going anywhere anytime soon! x

 

[Teambaby]

Thank you! This definitely makes me feel better, not that others are having problems conceiving but just that I'm not alone, bc it def does feel very lonely. What is ion? Not sure what you are asking there, but I've had 3 appts, my first one where we just went over our history and had basic cervix exams. Then I went back for blood work and then the hsg. My husband had a sa done, thank god all is good with him. Well it's exciting to go through this process because I feel something is getting done and I'm just that much closer to having my baby. But it's also really hard on me and I feel sad all the time. I am excited because they say your chances increase for the first 3 months after the hsg. You have been trying since 2004...wow that's long, how do you cope? Mines has been a little over a year and it feels like such a looong time!

 

[chicky160]

Haha that was supposed to say you not ion! Lol stupid phone. And we just cope you have to, or you get used to it. xxx