So as the title says... I'm having a bit of a moment.
So bare with me.
Went to the Docs today, very happy to be able to say that this was the last one before I met baby.
1st-the dreaded scale. Where I weighed in at the 200lb mark. This whole pregnancy I've been hoping to not reach 200, 199 was okay, but not 200. And to top it off, it means I've gained 5lbs in a week.
2nd- Blood Pressure--- Slightly high, but they weren't worried yet. Am just supposed to watch for swelling/reduced movement/etc.
3rd-- time for dilation check!
First, doc confesses he was slightly shocked that i was completely closed last time, but he thinks I'll be starting to do something today. So he checks. Pressure...pressure... MORE PRESSURE. He looks up, and appologizes, he said my cervix is so high he could barely reach it. With a change in position from me, he's able to reach it, but it's still completely closed, and has only effaced to about a 70%.
He says that with as high as it is, and being completely closed he doubts I'll go into labor naturally. In fact, he said it's a good thing we're inducing because he could very well see me going a week/week and half PAST my due date.
((guess what I thought was plug a few days ago was just wishful thinking :S))
And finally--- He tells me that unfortunately, if I come into the hospital on Wednesday for my induction, with my cervi still high and closed, I'm looking at a 12-24 hour pitocin induction. THEN he could break my water, and I could still have a potential 12 hour-24 hour labor after that, resulting in section if nothing has happened by the 24 hour mark.
The plus side, was that I could have an epidural and be able to sleep/rest/relax through the first part of labor with pitocin.
He had one other option, it would take less time to dilate me to the point of breaking my waters, but I couldn't have an epidural until after they had broke my water.
They could insert a bulb catherter into my cervix.
He explained it like this:
There's a balloon attached to the end of a tube. They'd insert this through my vagina and cervix. On the other side of the cervix they would "blow up" the balloon. Somewhere between a golf ball and a tennis ball size, and stop.
Every fifteen minutes, my mom or a nurse would have to pull the tube (hanging out of my lady bits) until i felt a pressure and a bit of pain. I'd tell them when to "stop" and they'd hold it there for 30 second applying consitant pressure/tugging.
between 2-3 hours later, they would go to "pull" and the baloon would pop out. This would signify me reaching the 4-5cm dilation point.
Now, they would break my water and could give me an epidural.
I'd wait and see what would happen and HOPEFULLY my body would begin contracting on it's own, if not, pitocin.
I feel like I'm broken.
The one "good" thing that came out of it, was doc had a feel and guesses baby between 7.5 lbs and 8lbs. which means at birth he's thinking between 8-9lbs.
No 10lber for me, but 9lbs is still a little scary. So am hoping more for the 8lbs. hehe.