Ny- I was the same, after my 1st i didn't want another it took alot of thinking etc to decide to ttc number 2.
Hope you start to feel better soon, ikno what u mean about feeling rough at the start, baby is so little you worry about everything and they feed constant etc, it's tiring xx
Victoria- all I'm saying is "eeekk how exciting can't wait for updates .... Good luck"