Jezabel89
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Hi everyone,
I'm a little bit under the water right now and i really news some positive experiences. I'm 26, my husband to be is 32 and we're ttc since last year. In june 2015 i gas my first btp, after trying only one time. We were so sure everything was going well that we didn't even have a scan till 11 weeks, then we found out our first blighted ovum.
In september i was pregnant again, and it was another blighted ovum.
I was referred to a specialist and i begun testing and i found out i have a clotting disorder and i have borderline hypotydoidism and high homocysteine.
I started taking baby aspirin, tyroid hormones (eutirox) and prefolic plus vitamine b6 and b12. After 3 months of this therapy We decided to try again and again i fell immediately pregnant and started heparin (clexane 4000) from 11dpo (last saturday). Sadly today my.period came, more painfull than ever and my doctor told me it was a chemical.
I feel so powerless right now... So wrong and sad, and angry at myself for hoping too much. I don't know how to cope with this.
My fiancee wants to try again right after my period but i feel insecure. Was it a fluke? Should i test some more? I don't know.
Is there someone with a successfoul experience? I'm italian and here in italy i can't find someone to relate to because older women don't talk about miscarriages as if it was a shame to have one and girls my age don't think about babies yet, because here girls tend to have children late.
I'm still looking for hope.
I'm a little bit under the water right now and i really news some positive experiences. I'm 26, my husband to be is 32 and we're ttc since last year. In june 2015 i gas my first btp, after trying only one time. We were so sure everything was going well that we didn't even have a scan till 11 weeks, then we found out our first blighted ovum.
In september i was pregnant again, and it was another blighted ovum.
I was referred to a specialist and i begun testing and i found out i have a clotting disorder and i have borderline hypotydoidism and high homocysteine.
I started taking baby aspirin, tyroid hormones (eutirox) and prefolic plus vitamine b6 and b12. After 3 months of this therapy We decided to try again and again i fell immediately pregnant and started heparin (clexane 4000) from 11dpo (last saturday). Sadly today my.period came, more painfull than ever and my doctor told me it was a chemical.
I feel so powerless right now... So wrong and sad, and angry at myself for hoping too much. I don't know how to cope with this.
My fiancee wants to try again right after my period but i feel insecure. Was it a fluke? Should i test some more? I don't know.
Is there someone with a successfoul experience? I'm italian and here in italy i can't find someone to relate to because older women don't talk about miscarriages as if it was a shame to have one and girls my age don't think about babies yet, because here girls tend to have children late.
I'm still looking for hope.
