2015 October Owls! | The chicks are hatching! *16 boys & 8 girls so far!*

[Mrs Mel]

Morning ladies, I feel strange!!! 2 nights in a row I've had the most vivid dream possible and they weren't pregnancy related... I feel shook up I can't wait for 1st tri to be over with

Hope you're ok, I've had a couple of miscarriage dreams now. Just horrible.

I rang, they HAD forgotten about me.. I can't remember who said that they had (sorry) but you were right ! haha.

The woman was ever so apologetic said that someone should have been in touch ages ago. She has put me down in the midwifes books and a Gp is going to ring me today to talk about my bleeding.

It's still light. not sure if could even be called bleeding. It's brown discharge really (sorry) with very occasional specks of red. I wore white panties yesterday without any sort of liner or pad (because i didn't have any) and my panties are still white! Sorry to be so descriptive but it's the easiest way of explaining how light it is! It is literally just when i wipe.

However I have no good feelings about this... really on edge. I feel like i am just waiting. Tick tock. I'm stuck between trying to be hopeful and desperate for it to just be over with.

It's good that you've made some progress today. I really hope you get a call back quickly and they can help you.

 

[Rhi_Rhi1]

Had a call back from the gp and he wants me to come in. No idea why tbh, what on earth can he do ?!
I mean i told him everything over the phone... why can't he just bloody refer me to the hospital for a scan or to see the epau. I'm worried he want's to do some kind of pelvic exam... god knows why, but I hate the idea of showing someone whilst It's not "quite right" haha. plus he's a boy lol.

 

[tallybee]

Oh Rhi hun massive hugs, shocking that they actually forgot about you!! but good you're on the system now. I really hope the bleeding buggers off for good and you see a perfect baby in there xxxxx

 

[cdelmar]

Yes, good luck Rhi, I hope all turns out well. Maybe he will have you take a blood test to test hormone levels to confirm it matches up with your how far along you are???

 

[apreslaube]

I had the worst sleep of my life. Holy cow. Maybe I do need to spend the money and get a pregnancy pillow. Something has got to help right? I have to work today and I really don't know how that's going to happen. I'm dealing with constipation and off and on bladder pain too. This is no fun

So I'm 11 weeks today. I have 4 apps on my phone that all say different things. So the baby is between 1 1/2 and 2 inches and is either the size/weight of a fig, Brussel sprout, or lime. Lol. I know my chances of miscarriage are super low but I can't stop having anxiety. It's like I just can't let myself enjoy this.

2 days ago we told husband's parents. MIL went and bought 2 huge boxes of diapers yesterday, a book, and a blanket

 

[Rhi_Rhi1]

He didn't really do anything except book a scan for tomorrow morning

 

[NDH]

Tomorrow is good though

 

[tallybee]

Hopefully everything is great tomorrow Rhi xx

Apreslaube that's cute of your in laws. Oh told his parents 2 days ago too and they're overjoyed my dad on the other hand changed the subject... at least he wasn't vocally rude lol x

 

[tallybee]

Anyone got baby brain yet?God I'm such a numpty. Just had a brain fart thought it was Friday and legged it towards school thinking I was late for pickup. Realised part way along n detoured through the park !

 

[3boys]

Rhi it's great you are being seen tomorrow. I will be praying everything turns out ok.
Afm I'm positive I'm feeling baby. I felt it this early last time as well. Right where I've picked up hb I feel gentle popping. Thought it was wind at first but it's consistently in the same place every now and then for days.

 

[Rhi_Rhi1]

Anyone got baby brain yet?God I'm such a numpty. Just had a brain fart thought it was Friday and legged it towards school thinking I was late for pickup. Realised part way along n detoured through the park !

oh dear

 

[Serenjay]

I thought they may have forgotten to pass message on Rhi.. its happened many times to me. Glad you get a scan tomorrow.

I have woke up only feeling SLIGHTLY nauseated.. had some toast and a slice of cheese and I feel normalish.. not taken a sickness tablet yet.. and now im worried.. this is the 1st time in 5 weeks... im worried I have lost this one as my vomiting was so extreme... now im sat here having had breakfast and not taking a sickness tablet

 

[Rhi_Rhi1]

Nooo It's likely eased up because the placenta has kicked in

 

[Serenjay]

Omg I hope so... I don't know whether to book a private scan and get checked out. I dont even have a doppler to listen.. or know anyone local with one.

 

[tallybee]

I was reluctant to spend the money on private scan but so glad I did. It's a milion times nicer being able to relax x

 

[Rhi_Rhi1]

I'm regretting it because i'm sure i have wasted 100 quid :/
Will know for sure tomorrow morning.. If it is bad news tomorrow i'm wondering if i can cancel and save any of my money.. or would friday be too late to cancel a sunday appointment. Poo

 

[cdelmar]

apreslaube I had DH buy me one last night (wanted to wait for scan and see everything was good before I spent money on it) but coincidentally last night before bed my upper back was killing me, so thank goodness it will be on its way soon!! I think it is definitely needed nearing the end of the first trimester! Cant wait for it to come in, I bought the snoogle, heard good reviews about it .

Sererenjay I have vomited maybe 4 times and the last time it happened (right before scan on tuesday) I felt that was the worst of them all! I was nervous before scan and I had an opposite view/opinion and thought to myself as I was hurled over the toilet, "Well that confirms baby is in there and doing ok!" I have yet to experience a MC but I didn't know or think that vomitting was a pre-symptom to it!

Also, yesterday I had appt. with gyn to confirm all blood tests came back great and I was able to see baby again because she did a vaginal ultrasound and baby was squiggling around again (well she made it lol )! Due date is exactly what I had predicted (I knew if I was off, it would only be off a day or two since I was charting/temping).

 

[Dark_Star]

I thought they may have forgotten to pass message on Rhi.. its happened many times to me. Glad you get a scan tomorrow.

I have woke up only feeling SLIGHTLY nauseated.. had some toast and a slice of cheese and I feel normalish.. not taken a sickness tablet yet.. and now im worried.. this is the 1st time in 5 weeks... im worried I have lost this one as my vomiting was so extreme... now im sat here having had breakfast and not taking a sickness tablet

I hit my end of first trimester hormone rise at week 9, my HCG began to drop but a scan assured me all was well. I hope you're the same and now getting some much needed relief from all that sickness!

 

[Dark_Star]

I'm regretting it because i'm sure i have wasted 100 quid :/
Will know for sure tomorrow morning.. If it is bad news tomorrow i'm wondering if i can cancel and save any of my money.. or would friday be too late to cancel a sunday appointment. Poo

Its not a waste, if I could buy 10 private scans I would! lol

 

[Serenjay]

Thanks Dark Star xx I rang the epau for advice, they said they seem to think it could be the placenta starting to take over, but after 7 back to back losses im now freaked out, I have messaged peekaboobaby private scan to see if there is an appt free this evening.. its only £40 and worth every penny for peace of mind. Im just waiting to hear back now..