2moro will be my dute date, i have been dreadin this day ever since i lost my angel. But 2moro im taking my neices and nephews to see santa so hoping that shall take things of my mind. But when i get home going to relax with a hot bath n candles and snuggle with OH for the rest of the night and have some crys i think....let it all out. Then enjoy christmas even tho its without my baby....Then a fresh start to a new year. Think more positive about TTC even tho it will be 7months since the loss and still not pregnant. But im sure it will happen soon it will it will it will !!!! looking forward to my 2010 bump !