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[mummyApril]

1 my health getting me down, i cant do what i need to do, im in loads of pain tonight and its not even the same thing! its in my womb feels like maybe af starting but never had this pain before? 2 my fight with Angel yesterday was awful, she was behaving so badly started throwing books at me the lot have bruises up my legs! i try so hard to help her, shes like this everytime she comes back from there, i wish i never met him! 3 im constantly depressed about having a c section and not a natural labour with James! 4 Jay is doing my head in as per, maybe help around the house/with the children is too much? Just thought i need the help when i cant do it! House is shit hole! My friend said she was coming over 2 weeks ago she didnt nor did she bother contacting me not that i give a shit about her now, just im sick of being let down, my mother does a good enough job of that as it is. I want to move in with my nan and shut everyone off, been very close to disconnecting my internet and phones!

sorry for moaning i know most probably think im ungrateful

Wowsers...you must feel like you've got the weight of the world on your shoulders right now. I'm so sorry for the hard time you're having, but surely things can only get better? I know that the fact you feel unwell and in pain will make everything else seem so much worse and unmanageable but hang in there until you get your scan and then the problem can hopefully be sorted quickly. Hopefully things won't look so dark then.

I don't think you're ungrateful.

I wish I could do something to help you.

thankyou Kit i feel stupid just sitting here crying is stupid

 

[Essie]

1 my health getting me down, i cant do what i need to do, im in loads of pain tonight and its not even the same thing! its in my womb feels like maybe af starting but never had this pain before? 2 my fight with Angel yesterday was awful, she was behaving so badly started throwing books at me the lot have bruises up my legs! i try so hard to help her, shes like this everytime she comes back from there, i wish i never met him! 3 im constantly depressed about having a c section and not a natural labour with James! 4 Jay is doing my head in as per, maybe help around the house/with the children is too much? Just thought i need the help when i cant do it! House is shit hole! My friend said she was coming over 2 weeks ago she didnt nor did she bother contacting me not that i give a shit about her now, just im sick of being let down, my mother does a good enough job of that as it is. I want to move in with my nan and shut everyone off, been very close to disconnecting my internet and phones!

April you have a lot going on, no wonder it's getting on top of you. I really hope you get your health issues sorted soon. Would a bath help with the AF type pain? Your fight with Angel sounds horrible, maybe it's her way of venting her frustration of going there. I know it doesn't make it any better for you, but hopefully you'll collect enough evidence to go to court. She shouldn't have to go if she doesn't want to.

At my hospital there are midwives who you can call if you want to talk about your birth, I dont know if your hospital has someone like this but maybe it'd help to talk about it,'especially if it's getting you down

 

[HollyMonkey]

Just cycled round Moscow

Off to bed now with some Italian reading. Crossed my mind this evening that I'm not the only one listening to Italian and Russian while cycling now! Henry Teflon will be in a good position when it comes to racing his first Tour de France since there are lots of Italians and Russians in that race

Bloods at 97 so my lasagne was coolios! Oh GD is such FUN!

I'll catch up from your evening banter tomorrow and then spam the thread with replies when I'm all alone, as usual

Nuv ya all xxxxxxxxx

Ps... DH said that if he gets a bonus (he'll know next week) then I can have the bag as a present Also, 'blanalala' is what Holly says for 'banana' and I can't wait to get her to say it alot tomorrow for my entertainment It's so cute!

 

[mummyApril]

1 my health getting me down, i cant do what i need to do, im in loads of pain tonight and its not even the same thing! its in my womb feels like maybe af starting but never had this pain before? 2 my fight with Angel yesterday was awful, she was behaving so badly started throwing books at me the lot have bruises up my legs! i try so hard to help her, shes like this everytime she comes back from there, i wish i never met him! 3 im constantly depressed about having a c section and not a natural labour with James! 4 Jay is doing my head in as per, maybe help around the house/with the children is too much? Just thought i need the help when i cant do it! House is shit hole! My friend said she was coming over 2 weeks ago she didnt nor did she bother contacting me not that i give a shit about her now, just im sick of being let down, my mother does a good enough job of that as it is. I want to move in with my nan and shut everyone off, been very close to disconnecting my internet and phones!

April you have a lot going on, no wonder it's getting on top of you. I really hope you get your health issues sorted soon. Would a bath help with the AF type pain? Your fight with Angel sounds horrible, maybe it's her way of venting her frustration of going there. I know it doesn't make it any better for you, but hopefully you'll collect enough evidence to go to court. She shouldn't have to go if she doesn't want to.

At my hospital there are midwives who you can call if you want to talk about your birth, I dont know if your hospital has someone like this but maybe it'd help to talk about it,'especially if it's getting you down

thankyou love, i do think about talking about it, its just me thinking what i would of done during labour etc, i would of loved it. Me and Angel made up straight after and she stayed in bed with me last night which was nice

 

[HollyMonkey]

Oh no April! xxxx Try not to fret too much, it sounds like having a cry and vent is a good thing though. It's just a nasty patch and things will get better, I suspect you're exhausted more than anything after a really hard week last week with your pains and doctor visits and all. As Essie says, a nice bath? Oh my lots of love and - you've got me just going off to bed I do hope you're ok my lovely xxxx

 

[LunaLady]

April massive hugs for you

My MW suggested to me to check out this website when I was super depressed about Rhyko's birth
https://solaceformothers.org/
Maybe it can help you, too?

Lots of love for you and let me know if there is anything I can do!

 

[addie25]

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hi everyone! :wave:

OMG time goes so fast, look at your baby

hayley! i log on to fb and the 1st thing i see is that you are engaged?!?! CONGRATS DOLL!! how'd i miss this??

 

[mummyApril]

Oh no April! xxxx Try not to fret too much, it sounds like having a cry and vent is a good thing though. It's just a nasty patch and things will get better, I suspect you're exhausted more than anything after a really hard week last week with your pains and doctor visits and all. As Essie says, a nice bath? Oh my lots of love and - you've got me just going off to bed I do hope you're ok my lovely xxxx

thankyou B iv just had a hot bath, hoping it will go, sleep well xx

 

[mummyApril]

April massive hugs for you

My MW suggested to me to check out this website when I was super depressed about Rhyko's birth
https://solaceformothers.org/
Maybe it can help you, too?

Lots of love for you and let me know if there is anything I can do!

Thankyou Luna i will definitely check it out

 

[addie25]

April take a deep breath. I know things are hard rt now I wish I lived closer so I could come over and help you. Don't worry about the house, just take care of yourself, and get health issue under control. When you start to feel physically better you will feel mentally better as well.

 

[mummyApril]

i have just found maybe the best present for Holly!

 

[addie25]

Not sure if I mentioned that I was in a lot of pain after my outing today. I called my doctor just be4 and they said I need to limit my outings and diving. I am not on bed rest they just said rest a lot and try not to drive often. Girls are moving so they are nice and happy and healthy. I just wont go out really anymore if pain is what I get as a result.

 

[mummyApril]

April take a deep breath. I know things are hard rt now I wish I lived closer so I could come over and help you. Don't worry about the house, just take care of yourself, and get health issue under control. When you start to feel physically better you will feel mentally better as well.

thankyou hun, i think if you came over wed both be resting up hehe you should be taking it easy after all

 

[newbie_ttc]

april i hope u feel better soon. i do hate when you feel down. you're such a sweet girl

 

[mummyApril]

april i hope u feel better soon. i do hate when you feel down. you're such a sweet girl

thankyou Newbs, just trying to keep the smile on my face real n not fake iykwim? when it gets to night im exhausted by it! sorry to vent on here x

 

[mummyApril]

overwhelmed with all the kindness from you all i bid you goodnight xxx

 

[kit_cat]

Good night April

And good night from me too

 

[Crunchie]

Just a quick one !

Good luck essie for tomorrow ! Knock em dead xxxxx

 

[addie25]

Man my day really took a toll on my body really shows me I can't do anything anymore!! My belly hurts its not cramps it just hurts (could be the babies bc she is kicking a lot but would that hurt?) Its been a couple hours of resting so I am not in pain from my outing so maybe it is the babies kicking me.

 

[LunaLady]

Addie, something else you could try that might help when you need to be up and about is a belly support band? I used one in the last few weeks of my pregnancy and it helped a lot for when I needed to be on my feet.
It was like this:
https://www.amazon.com/Soft-Form-Ma...74GQ/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1328147858&sr=8-3