2dpo and really anxious

[KiraLeigh]

I don't know why I am so anxious this month, I want these next 2 weeks to go as fast as possible and I don't know why. I'd decided to just let nature happen until next year when I would seek medical help to try and concieve.

Up until now I've been doing fine, my AF has arrived and I've not even felt sad but for some reason I feel like I really need to test in 2 weeks. I know it will be negative so whats going on!