My beta number came back at 143 which is low considering I should be 6.5 weeks pregnant by now. The other concern is a tubal pregnancy as the RE saw a cyst like formation on one of my ovaries and there is some fluid in my uterus which could be blood. They don't really think its a tubal cuz I dont have any pain besides cramps. I didnt even know a tubal was possible with IVF but apparently its a slim possibility. I was devestated at all of this and started crying. I know I didnt have the best chance but hearing all of this was too much for me. I couldn't even ask any further questions my DH had to take over. So tomorrow and Wed I have to take two more blood tests. They are hoping my HcG numbers go down on their own, if they don't have i have to go to the hospital and take something called methotextrate(sp) to induce a miscarriage. How can this happen? I'm so gutted right now and just feel devestated. I can't seem to stop crying. Please pray my miscarriage is natural and I don't have to suffer any longer.
i can't imagine how devastated you must be. I was starting to worry since we hadn't heard from you in a bit. I really hope you don't have to go through inducing it. I'll be thinking of you.
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