Jessy, I think I see a shadowy line but as Kim said, can't make out if there's colour but it goes blurry when I zoom in. Hopefully tomorrow will show something clearer!
Kim yes, it's difficult. I think we think of things so differently (men and women as whole). Like this time whilst I know I can't be completely certain this was a chemical, I'm 99.9% sure it was, he thinks of it like a ball of cells which didn't quite make it, which he's right. This is technically what it is. But, if it had gone on for another week or two, this little ball of cells could have turned into a tiny blob with a heartbeat. This is how I see it. A life, or the start of one, so the impact it had on me was different to him. The same with trying, tracking things, timing things and everything, I calculate and add up and decipher every detail I can because this is what I'm like. I research everything to the tiniest detail. I take hundreds of photos of hpts. The whole thing is completely different. For him, it's more his luck is in more so during certain times and he hasn't any complaints lol! He wants another as much, we share the same worries as each other and as I would imagine many couples do too, but he is far more laid back than I am (he's almost horizontal). I think I probably don't understand him and his way of thinking more so because he's into science and did good with science in school, he even did a whole thing on the human reproductive system so it confuses me somewhat when he doesn't seem as enthused as I am.
Oh, happy Mother's Day by the way! We celebrated this in March, I think? I'm sure it was March. My memory
i hope your cycle sorts itself out!
