39 and trying to conceive:-(

[Bonnie1990]

All home tests are all negative at 9, 10 and 11dp2dt. My temp went triphasic for two days and is back down. This is bad. I am dealing with the negative outcome. Even though the official blood test is tomorrow I know it will be negative. Good luck to you gals. Charts looking good. I can't be too upset, at least I had a chance at bat.

Hugs.

 

[trying4four]

I think I'm going to be out too
DH looked at me this morning and says "You're looking bloated". Thanks luv!! He's right, I can feel the PMS. Oh well.

 

[Bonnie1990]

It's a bit early to call it off yet my dear

 

[trying4four]

It's a bit early to call it off yet my dear

Oh I know...Officially, it's too early. But I think I'll save myself some heartache and just wait for AF to arrive on day 12 rather than count down to testing. Besides, I'm much more excited about you!!

 

[Bonnie1990]

Well your temp is still good.
Me. I have no ss really.

 

[PositiveUs]

Ok. Blood test is negative just like I thought.
We are going to try a "real" ivf cycle next time using the big guns. I am excited. This mini ivf thing had me discouraged from the begining but I went along with it.
I am not sad anymore. I cried my eyes out yesterday and got it over with and my eyes are still puffy. I am now focused on buying new meds for the next cycle and starting again. I start on D21 of this upcoming cycle with an estrogen primer for 7 days to get the uterus ready, then I get my period and we start stimming with twice the medication I was using before. This time we are adding luveris to help with egg quality. She mentioned the increased cost like she did the last time saying how much less costly mini ivf is and back then I was thinking "I'm not cheaping out now! I've come this f***ing far! Give me the good s**t!" Jesus!

 

[trying4four]

I'm so sorry that this cycle didn't work out PositiveUS I am so excited for this go around though!! Best of luck to you!!

 

[Bonnie1990]

I'm happy you have such a great attitude! I really hope this works for you. I agree! Bring out the big guns-you screwed around long enough (no pun intended)
Please keep us updated!

 

[drsquid]

Positive- I know the feeling. Sometimes trying to save money costs you more!!

 

[trying4four]

Ooohhh Bonnie!! Are you going to test soon?

 

[Bonnie1990]

Have been. Bfn.
Getting really down about it when I usually don't.
I now I could be only 9 instead of 11 dpo.

How about you?

 

[trying4four]

FX'd for you!
I'm not even going to bother testing at all this month. My temps are just way too low. So unless I suddenly go triphasic, I don't think it's worth wasting the tests. For some reason though, I'm not too bummed out. I think I might have waited too long between my 2 yr old and trying again. I think I've come to terms with the idea that it may be three for me and maybe that's okay too.

 

[trying4four]

 

[Bonnie1990]

Waited too long??!!

Crap I'm screwed then. My youngest is graduating high school next week!

 

[trying4four]

Waited too long??!!

Crap I'm screwed then. My youngest is graduating high school next week!

Ha ha... well at least you got a break from diapers I'm looking at going into year 8 continuous! I'm happy to do it of course, but I'm starting to think I'm okay if I don't as well. At least that's what I'll keep telling myself when AF arrives.

 

[Bonnie1990]

Yes well you have all the gadgets and clothes and are baby proofed. We are starting at square one.....not that we mind either.

 

[luckylecky]

Hi guys

just jumping into this thread for a bit.. I'll be hitting the big 4 0 next month! I don't think it's going to happen for me this month, I feel totally normal, nothing is different. I'm suspecting I ov'd later this month I think I might only be 10 dpo.
I caved in and bought a CBFM last month. I haven't been charting or anything but I'm begining to think I might need a bit more information about my internal workings!

I can't get over the June thread Bonnie, you must be showering everyone with baby dust, hope you kept some in reserve for yourself!

 

[Bonnie1990]

I hear cbfm takes a month or so to get to know you but then it works well. I have contemplating one myself.
I'm not feeling it this month either.
I'm am 40 in October.

 

[luckylecky]

Well you never know, Gail might be right! Fx'd!

 

[PositiveUs]

Going on vacation in a few days, which is probably the best thing for me right now after what feels like a loss. Unfortunately I will have my f'ing period for much of the vacation! Damn. Can't get a break.