39 and trying to conceive:-(

Well, for whatever reason, I decided to use my last ic and test today. Clorox could sell bleach claiming to get clothes as white as that test was :haha: Definitely a BFN. Totally expected of course. Will wait for next month :coffee:
 
Going on vacation in a few days, which is probably the best thing for me right now after what feels like a loss. Unfortunately I will have my f'ing period for much of the vacation! Damn. Can't get a break.

:hugs:
 
I was happier when I thought that getting regular periods meant that I was fertile. I was happy go lucky a year ago before finding out all that is wrong with me. I really believed I could totally get pregnant naturally. My spirit was lighter. Now there is a real tangible heaviness that I feel living with me. It makes me question everything in life. I know I'm not the only one who feels this way. I don't know if I believe in fate or destiny, I don't know if this is karma for my younger years or if karma even exists. With this weight, I believe there also has to come a resolve, where one can just accept the reality after trying everything they can, and become light once again.
 
I was happier when I thought that getting regular periods meant that I was fertile. I was happy go lucky a year ago before finding out all that is wrong with me. I really believed I could totally get pregnant naturally. My spirit was lighter. Now there is a real tangible heaviness that I feel living with me. It makes me question everything in life. I know I'm not the only one who feels this way. I don't know if I believe in fate or destiny, I don't know if this is karma for my younger years or if karma even exists. With this weight, I believe there also has to come a resolve, where one can just accept the reality after trying everything they can, and become light once again.
Aww sweetie..:hugs:
 
Well, for whatever reason, I decided to use my last ic and test today. Clorox could sell bleach claiming to get clothes as white as that test was :haha: Definitely a BFN. Totally expected of course. Will wait for next month :coffee:

Apparently I also have Clorox in my pee! :grr:


Hugs Positiveus. Hang in there. You have made it this far. You will make it to your goal.
 
Well, since you gals have good "numbers" (amh, fsh, etc.) and without medical intervention, it's just a waiting game but your number will come up!
 
Apparently I also have Clorox in my pee! :grr:

Rotten Clorox. Still, your chart looks great! Nice and high this morning! I'm way more excited about your month than mine :thumbup:

AF should be here tomorrow or Saturday for me. My temp is already dropping :cry: On the bright side is that I had a pretty regular cycle and O'd without any meds this month and I had way more days of EWCM, so that's all good.

PositiveUS, I think your next cycle full IVF is your ticket! :thumbup: Excited for you!
 
Bonnie, any testing today? FX'd for you!! Your temp is still up there!
 
Bfn on a frer
I am figuring im out
Trying to keep it together right now.
Debating on hsp last week in June or wait another cycle....?
 
Don't be scared Bonnie :hugs: Forewarned is forearmed as they say.

I'm pretty sure I'm having that done in July when I go to the fertility specialist. If there's a problem, then at least I'll know what I'm up against.

I had my big temp drop today (totally expected) and cramps are coming now too, so AF is knocking at the door. Rotten timing as I'm volunteering at a school Fun Fair tonight and I'm not close to the bathroom :wacko: AF, she never fails to arrive at the worst time :haha:
 

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