Kimiw
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Hi ladies,
I am currently 6 dpo and I am on my first round of Clomid. Me and DH have been ttc for 6 long years, so I am used to seing a BFN cycle after cycle but for some reason, I am really feeling this cycle. I have PCOS and don't ovulate well on my own and I have never known when I have ovulated. I tried Clomid 3 years ago 100mg and 150 mg but did not respond. Here I am 3 years later trying it again, at a higher dose (200 mg) and on CD 17 confirmed I had 3 mature follies 21.5 mm, 22.5 mm and 28.5 mm! I got my positive OPK on CD 18 and we BD that evening and the following evening.
I have been feeling quite hopful this cycle because this is the first time I have confirmed follicles and ovulation. But I can't help but have that gut wrenching feeling that it still may not have worked. I just don't know if I can handle another BFN. I am an emotinal wreck, one minute I feel over the moon like this is finally our month and the next I feel like curling up in a ball and sob knowing we failed again. I just need somebody to talk to, this has been such an emotinal week for me. I am soooo sad today, and feeling discouraged. I know it is still way early, I just don't want to get my hopes up to get shot down again.
I am currently 6 dpo and I am on my first round of Clomid. Me and DH have been ttc for 6 long years, so I am used to seing a BFN cycle after cycle but for some reason, I am really feeling this cycle. I have PCOS and don't ovulate well on my own and I have never known when I have ovulated. I tried Clomid 3 years ago 100mg and 150 mg but did not respond. Here I am 3 years later trying it again, at a higher dose (200 mg) and on CD 17 confirmed I had 3 mature follies 21.5 mm, 22.5 mm and 28.5 mm! I got my positive OPK on CD 18 and we BD that evening and the following evening.
I have been feeling quite hopful this cycle because this is the first time I have confirmed follicles and ovulation. But I can't help but have that gut wrenching feeling that it still may not have worked. I just don't know if I can handle another BFN. I am an emotinal wreck, one minute I feel over the moon like this is finally our month and the next I feel like curling up in a ball and sob knowing we failed again. I just need somebody to talk to, this has been such an emotinal week for me. I am soooo sad today, and feeling discouraged. I know it is still way early, I just don't want to get my hopes up to get shot down again.