6 months + since mc and no luck getting pregnant... Come join me in the wait!!

[MrsKitty]

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[amanda111308]

I don't mean to be down in the dumps but I feel I am just getting my hopes up again. I want to be pregnant SO BAD but I feel like I always get to hopeful with every "symptom" at this point in my cycle and then bfn followed by the red witch... I just don't have much gas left in my tank for all of these emotions.

 

[Anniebobs]

I don't mean to be down in the dumps but I feel I am just getting my hopes up again. I want to be pregnant SO BAD but I feel like I always get to hopeful with every "symptom" at this point in my cycle and then bfn followed by the red witch... I just don't have much gas left in my tank for all of these emotions.

I do it every month and it sucks. It's impossible not to get your hopes isn't it. I've been recording all my tww symptoms for the past few months and it really helps. For example I know that that I get nausea a 2 days before AF and lots of creamy cm around that time too. Right after o I always get sore bbs but it normally goes away around 2dpo. I've recorded so many symptoms this tww that if I'm not pregnant I will be comparing to this cycle every month to talk myself out of ss!

 

[amanda111308]

I don't mean to be down in the dumps but I feel I am just getting my hopes up again. I want to be pregnant SO BAD but I feel like I always get to hopeful with every "symptom" at this point in my cycle and then bfn followed by the red witch... I just don't have much gas left in my tank for all of these emotions.

I do it every month and it sucks. It's impossible not to get your hopes isn't it. I've been recording all my tww symptoms for the past few months and it really helps. For example I know that that I get nausea a 2 days before AF and lots of creamy cm around that time too. Right after o I always get sore bbs but it normally goes away around 2dpo. I've recorded so many symptoms this tww that if I'm not pregnant I will be comparing to this cycle every month to talk myself out of ss!

What are your symptoms so far this month by dpo? I am sick of pushing it all away and I want to compare since you have basically gotten your bfp this morning!! ( lucky duck!!)

 

[Anniebobs]

My main symptoms have been:

1-2 dpo: Extreme tiredness and sore bbs - I normally get this after ov but it fades off at 2dpo
3-5 dpo: Sore bbs, bloating and spots (all unusual for me)
6 dpo: Felt like I was starting with a cold
7 - 11 dpo: Extreme tiredness, sore bbs especially under my armpits, bruised nipples, nausea (but that's an AF sign for me), dizziness, lower backache and twinges in abdomen.

CM has been the same as it normally is during the tww. I hope that helps! Praying we all get sticky healthy little rainbows!

 

[amanda111308]

I have gross underwear at work again today... For me cm dries up immediately after ov but I am 9dpo and cm is white and lotiony and abundant. Even though this sounds great I am still not excited. I won't test and I am just a total crank... Maybe moodiness is a symptom LOL!!

I dunno, I am just so sick of the monthly heartbreak so until AF or late AF and bfp I am NOT getting excited at all. I have hope but minimal hope haha

Sorry to be such a drag... Ttc is getting depressing

 

[amanda111308]

A big congrats to Anniebobs!! She got her positive cb digi this morning at 11/12dpo!! H and h 9 months love!!

 

[Anniebobs]

A big congrats to Anniebobs!! She got her positive cb digi this morning at 11/12dpo!! H and h 9 months love!!

Thanks I'm so excited! I've even been brave enough to add a ticker

 

[MrsKitty]

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[amanda111308]

How is everyone feeling today?

 

[MrsKitty]

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[Anniebobs]

I'm good, I have burning bbs and a few twinges here and there but no AF signs so I'm starting to relax a bit. How are you?

 

[Smiler79]

I am feeling really fed up today.

I had my first ever anxiety attack yesterday. I have suffered with depression on and off for years but first time this has happened.

I just feel like baby number 2 is never going to happen. It has been six months since miscarriage now and I was pregnant at 6months after first miscarriage. Feel like I am going to be last one on all these threads to get my bfp.

Made worse by fact that I know I am out this month as only bd twice this month due to hubby being away but still imagining symptoms. Af is due on Tuesday but I have got sore/sensitive nipples,lower back ache and been feeling sick for last two days. Pretty sure it is all in my head though

 

[amanda111308]

I am feeling really fed up today.

I had my first ever anxiety attack yesterday. I have suffered with depression on and off for years but first time this has happened.

I just feel like baby number 2 is never going to happen. It has been six months since miscarriage now and I was pregnant at 6months after first miscarriage. Feel like I am going to be last one on all these threads to get my bfp.

Made worse by fact that I know I am out this month as only bd twice this month due to hubby being away but still imagining symptoms. Af is due on Tuesday but I have got sore/sensitive nipples,lower back ache and been feeling sick for last two days. Pretty sure it is all in my head though

Ugh this was me in January. It's sucks so bad. Hubby and I were sick almost the entire dang month I feel like I will be the last one left on the thread to have a bfp... It's developing into a fear almost.

That is another reason why I am trying to not to be so active on the other thread we were both on but I go back for Natalie. I am going to invite her to this thread because all the other chicks who were on there and got their bfps basically dumped and forgot about us.

Afm: I am doing better than yesterday for sure. I was so depressed yesterday and felt defeated in general. Today I can smile and feel like no matter what happens I got you guys to help pull me through love you all for being the best support EVER!!

 

[MrsKitty]

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[Anniebobs]

Smiler it's taken me 12 months ttc and 3 mcs to get this bfp (please please stick!), the other thread I was on had people come, get their bfps then leave. There were only a few of us left that had mcs last summer. I had to take a break from b&b while I was having testing done it was too stressful and depressing being in the ttc bubble. I really hope we all get our rainbow babies very soon.

 

[Nataliek]

Hi Ladies - I briefly read through the posts, thanks for the invite @Amanda!!! For those that don't know, I have had two chemicals and one recent ectopic. It's been a struggle.

@Amanda I got some GREAT news today. I went in for my day for bloodwork after the methotrexate on Sunday, my levels came down from 98 to 31!!!!! They expect by Sunday I will go down almost entirely and then hopefully have my period. I can't TTC for 3 months (ugh!) but I will definitely be posting on here to keep myself occupied . I have a follow up with our RE next Thursday to talk about our next plan of action. In other news, my husband and I just booked a nice little weekend getaway to Chicago on Easter weekend. I am really looking forward to 4 days of shopping, eating and rejuvenating.

Nice to meet all the ladies on this thread!! Smiler, nice to see you on here too!!

 

[Smiler79]

Hi Natalie good to see you in this thread and glad things are going in the right direction for you considering circumstances.

I am feeling a tiny bit better today but still very down and jittery. I know it will probably not help my trying to conceive but it's just how I feel. I was talking to a friend on Friday who was midwife when I was pregnant with imogen and who delivered her. She went through the best days in my cycle to bd and one of them was the night before hubby went away when we did bd so who knows. Although don't seem to have any symptoms today so think they were all in my head.

Glad you are feeling more positive Amanda x x

 

[Smiler79]

Hi Amanda have you resisted the urge to test yet?

 

[MrsKitty]

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