6 months + since mc and no luck getting pregnant... Come join me in the wait!!

[amanda111308]

Well turns out there is still some hope for me this cycle. Ff re-evaluated all my temps and decided to change my o date. From cd 14 to cd 17 which only makes me 10dpo today. Yesterday I had a temp spike from 97.71 to 98.17 and today it has climbed to a further 98.33 after a temp dip below cover line on 6dpo. There is still hope ladies!

I am still not going to get too excited but I am done with being a sad depressed person. It happened for me once and it WILL happen again. Maybe not this cycle but with every bfn month I get closer to my bfp month in the grand plan. Just got to try and enjoy the journey!!

 

[amanda111308]

I am posting another link to my chart: have a look and tell me your honest thoughts.

https://fertilityfriend.com/home/274556/

 

[Nataliek]

Hi ladies - I haven't posted because I've been trying to keep distracted. I am furious with my clinic and the doctors. I have been told so many conflicting things. I went in this morning for another Beta (I am surprised I have any blood left) and met with the nurse and I can't exercise, have anything with folic acid in it, no sex, and no alcohol for a month. Well it would have been nice for them to tell me that at the hospital last weekend or even my own clinic when they met with me on Thursday. I am an extremely active, healthy person and my lifestyle is so impacted right now it is making me miserable. Not to mention they didn't tell me the reason why you need to take it easy is because methotrexate makes your blood vessels tender, hence the reason for no exercise and sex. I realize this is a small price to pay as I had to be treated but they should have fully informed me of everything when I was receiving this injection. They told me it was just for the 4-7 days or until your levels reached 0. Anyway, sorry for the vent I just feel awful sitting around and not being able to eat the way I want to and not being active.

@Amanda, I am so happy to hear that you are feeling more positive today. Its such an emotional roller coaster. I know that you have a wonderful little boy but you are still allowed to feel the way you do, regardless of your blessings. It's like I hate when people say to me, well you have two wonderful children you should be thankful. Yes, of course I am thankful, my children are the loves of my life but it doesn't make repeated losses any easier. People just kind of expect you to get over it. I hope this is your month, Amanda. I am praying for you!!

@Smiler, you hang in there too. I know you have had a long journey and I am praying for you too.

 

[MrsKitty]

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[Nataliek]

Oh miss kitty I'm sorry I did not mean that at you at all! To be honest I just skimmed through the posts this morning so I didn't really read in depth. I certainly did not take offense to anything you've said at all!! It's just been comments in passing from friends etc. I know they mean well and are trying to cheer me up but doesn't make it any easier you know? I completely understand how you feel, I know how it feels to yearn for a child. I hope you and your husband find peace and comfort with each other as you go through this.

 

[MrsKitty]

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[amanda111308]

This morning I took my little guy to mcdonalds for pancakes. He was so happy!! He is currently sitting in the backseat watching the rugrats movie while we wait for costco to open lol 13 minutes to go!! Haha

 

[MrsKitty]

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[Fairydust22]

Hi ladies can I join in please I have had 2 miscarriages last year one in aug at 7 weeks the second was a mmc when I went for my 12 week scan I feel so alone I am ttc again after 3 month break I already have 5 children 4 are from my first marriage me and my new husband have my youngest together we can't wait to have another child together the mc were devastating I'm on my second cycle ttc it feels my body has gave up xx

 

[kelly1973]

Amanda i think your chart looks great that temp rise is a great sign xx

 

[MrsKitty]

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[MrsKitty]

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[Nataliek]

@MissKitty, every time I get extreme PMS, is usually the time I will get a BFP. Last cycle, I was PG (although ectopic) and I had the worst PMS I was praying for AF to get here to put me out of my misery lol. I also had all of my usual PMS symptoms.

@Fairydust, I am so sorry for your losses, the ladies on this thread are wonderful. We will help you through!

 

[amanda111308]

Amanda i think your chart looks great that temp rise is a great sign xx

Thanks!! I am hoping for a bfp later this week if not, at least a fresh new cycle!!

Where is everyone else in their cycles? Anyone due to test soon??

 

[Smiler79]

Hi ladies my af is due tomorrow. No per menstrual cramps yet which I used to get two or three days before but not getting hopes up as cramps didn't start til a couple of hrs before af arrived last month.

Still getting funny twinges in breasts, not sore but hard to explain but definitely not a usual af symptom. Also really tired.

Was going to hold off testing til Wednesday but May have to give in and test tomorrow morning if af doesn't arrive as have one test lying around at home.

How about everyone else?

 

[Smiler79]

Just used a due date calculator and if I do get my bfp baby would be due beginning of December which would be quite ironic as both hubby and I have birthdays week before Christmas!!

 

[Smiler79]

Why do we do it to ourselves ?!?!?! Realised I had two tests not one so just done one and got a bfn . Think I will try and hold off til Wednesday to test again now as can't afford lots of tests and don't want another disappointment so if af hasn't arrived when I wake up Wednesday morning I will test again then.

Was hoping for even the faintest of lines but nothing at all.

 

[MrsKitty]

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[amanda111308]

Morning all. Smiler why can we not resist poas? Just done the same and I am only 9dpo, af due Thursday. I did the whole squinting and thinking is a faint line.....yes the indentation line on a ic! I was going to hold off I feel a little less irritable this morning but have been struck with anxiety, which is hideous. I think it is just because it is so close to af. Trying to keep busy is the only thing that helps really. I am seriously hungry today which was a definite symptom for me last time but at the same time it might just be my body fooling me. I am not going to lie to myself I will be doing ics till af arrives, will not waste a frer till I get something like a line lol.

Good morning!! Haha mrskitty I am so hungry too!! Which is not normal before AF. Feeling pretty weird today. Woke up with all this gross phlegm in my throat and it's making me gag! I am 11dpo according to FF AND it has detected a triphasic pattern starting on cd25. This is my third high temperature in a row! (98.17 98.33 and now 98.22) cautiously optimistic now. Even though I am due for AF tomorrow I am going to hold off testing until Friday if I can handle it. I want AF to be late late before I test again. I also have been saving my only FRER for use after a cheap dollar tree test. I only have one dollar tree test left as well. So I am going to wait and see what happens.

https://fertilityfriend.com/home/274556/

 

[MrsKitty]

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