Okay... early pregnancy is so stressful.
I'm wacked out stressed one day and not so bad the next. No rhyme or reason to it at all. It's exhausting. I feel like i've known I'm pregnant for at LEAST a month. But it's only been 2 WEEKS??? WHAT?!!!
But I knew these weeks were going to be long. I go in for a scan next week, probably at 7+1 or 7+2, maybe 7+3 if I can convince myself to hold off for that long, lol.
I'm not nauseous. I literally try to focus on gross smells to MAKE myself nauseous. But nothing. I'm six weeks today, so I know it could still come. And yes, I know that many of you hate it. But I would be the happiest person to ever have her head in a toilet (or even just a rumbly tummy!).
We've been trying for three years now and this will be our first child. Makes me feel like the world is riding on my shoulders. And this is the week I lost the last pregnancy. Missed miscarriage. Went in for my 7 week ultrasound and it was over. I can't imagine having to go through that again after so many years of trying.
I know it's likely to be fine. And I believe it will. (unfortunately, I "had a good feeling" last time too). But I really do believe this is going to be okay. This is just SUCH a touch-and-go time emotionally. I hope so much that I'll be able to relax, at least a little, after my 7 week scan.
Not sure what the point of this post is. I know there are many of you out there in a similar boat. Perhaps I just wanted to express myself to someone I felt would understand.
I'm wacked out stressed one day and not so bad the next. No rhyme or reason to it at all. It's exhausting. I feel like i've known I'm pregnant for at LEAST a month. But it's only been 2 WEEKS??? WHAT?!!!
But I knew these weeks were going to be long. I go in for a scan next week, probably at 7+1 or 7+2, maybe 7+3 if I can convince myself to hold off for that long, lol.
I'm not nauseous. I literally try to focus on gross smells to MAKE myself nauseous. But nothing. I'm six weeks today, so I know it could still come. And yes, I know that many of you hate it. But I would be the happiest person to ever have her head in a toilet (or even just a rumbly tummy!).
We've been trying for three years now and this will be our first child. Makes me feel like the world is riding on my shoulders. And this is the week I lost the last pregnancy. Missed miscarriage. Went in for my 7 week ultrasound and it was over. I can't imagine having to go through that again after so many years of trying.
I know it's likely to be fine. And I believe it will. (unfortunately, I "had a good feeling" last time too). But I really do believe this is going to be okay. This is just SUCH a touch-and-go time emotionally. I hope so much that I'll be able to relax, at least a little, after my 7 week scan.
Not sure what the point of this post is. I know there are many of you out there in a similar boat. Perhaps I just wanted to express myself to someone I felt would understand.
I had a MC before my son, then this year i had a missed miscarriage. Went in at 12 weeks for scan and everything had stopped at 6. It's such betrayal when that happens and our body doesnt get the message. BUUUUTTTTT ive read many many places, it's very rare to have 2 missed mc's in a row. I just went Friday for my scan at 7 weeks 2 days and there was a little flutter of a heart beat at 132. 
I dont have any symptoms either except EXHAUSTION and i started to get weird about foods (smells and things ive eaten forever just arent appealing) at 6 weeks. The symptoms will come. The anxiety will be there, for a long time. Even seeing the heartbeat only temporarily eases the anxiousness. Just know you are not alone, and what will be, will be. Keep us posted when you have your scan.
