I know there's never a good time to miscarry, but I just had to conduct a concert today in front of a full audience while feeling clots and lots of blood pass. I was hoping desperately that my pad was holding up. Also, when I conduct, the audience has to look at my backside. I was so paranoid that there would be blood leaking onto my pants for the audience's viewing pleasure. Thankfully, there was no overflow, and that was a miracle because my pad barely made it. I had to run/waddle to the bathroom right after the last bow.
Tomorrow, I'm getting on a long haul, international flight. I am praying that I get through all this heavy flow before we board the plane. Just in case, I'm going to arm myself with the biggest, baddest pads I can find.
I really wish my life wasn't so interesting right now. I could do with dull, boring, and normal for a while. God bless my DH for being my hero and picking up my slack.