6mths ago today...

[africaqueen]

I lost our jellybean and my tube, and here i am pregnant again and praying for good news from the scan tomorrow but terrified.
Why do some people pop out babies no probs and i and many others, go through this terrible uncertainty and worry?

I am trying to be excited for my scan and i keep thinking how far i have come frm such a dark time in my life, but what if i have to face it all over again when i go tomorrow?

I am just venting as i am so terrified. I just need my precious little miracle to be safe and to get our baby in my arms.

xxx

 

[hb1]

I don't know Africaqueen

I know my mc has meant that this pg is much more fretful - like you expect something to be wrong

Good luck for your scan - my 12 week scan is on Thursday - petrified!!

hx

 

[africaqueen]

Thank u hb1. It is a extremely fretful time.
I pray we both get our happy endings best of luck for your scan too xxx

 

[Neko]

I wish I had an answer for you. I ask myself the same questions.

 

[Carmello_01]

No answers I'm sorry, just sending buckets of love and best wishes...

 

[heart tree]

God forbid you have to face it again. But if you do, you get through it one day at a time like you did with your last experience. I had the misfortune of having my first mc and D&C on Christmas eve 2008. I found myself pregnant again around Christmas 2009 and was on the operating table on Christmas eve 2009 to get my second D&C. (They didn't end up doing it, but I lost the baby in January). I truly had to face it again exactly a year to the day. It was my worst nightmare. And, I got through it. It wasn't easy, but here I am, pregnant again, and scared to death.

None of this is fair for any of us. There seems to be no rhyme or reason why some women, who take horrible care of themselves can have baby after baby, and women like us who are so cautious lose ours. One thing I know for sure, we are all extraordinary women with a deep sense of strength and perseverance.

I will be thinking about you and pray that you get good news tomorrow. Good luck.

xoxo

 

[Tulip]

AQ, you were so strong over the New Year, you moved me to tears when we were at our lowest ebb. You have had good news today, but the worry will not stop even when you see that little wriggling bean. But we're all in this together and will support you all the way. PMA honey