So, tomorrow we're going in for the first u/s, heartbeat, bloodwork, etc.
I'm terrified that they're going to tell me something bad. It's been a worry of mine since I got my BFP's, especially since they were very light (granted, I was barely over 4w when I tested, but...)
I can't seem to get into a positive mood over this, and I think it's because my symptoms have overall been really mild. I've had the fatigue, the cramping, the sore/heavy boobs, some mild nausea on and off, and I've even been dealing with ptyalism (heavy salivation) since about 6w. But none of it has been constant. The only things I deal with on a fairly regular basis are the cramping, heavy breasts and fatigue.
In my heart of hearts, I don't think there's anything wrong, but I can't tell if that's because everything truly feels ok, or if I just don't want to seriously think about the possibility of anything being wrong. I had a dream the other night that the doctor saw no heartbeat. This is driving me crazy.
Nothing y'all can do, I know, but I needed to get this off my chest. Anyone else feel this scared before the first u/s?
I'm terrified that they're going to tell me something bad. It's been a worry of mine since I got my BFP's, especially since they were very light (granted, I was barely over 4w when I tested, but...)
I can't seem to get into a positive mood over this, and I think it's because my symptoms have overall been really mild. I've had the fatigue, the cramping, the sore/heavy boobs, some mild nausea on and off, and I've even been dealing with ptyalism (heavy salivation) since about 6w. But none of it has been constant. The only things I deal with on a fairly regular basis are the cramping, heavy breasts and fatigue.
In my heart of hearts, I don't think there's anything wrong, but I can't tell if that's because everything truly feels ok, or if I just don't want to seriously think about the possibility of anything being wrong. I had a dream the other night that the doctor saw no heartbeat. This is driving me crazy.
Nothing y'all can do, I know, but I needed to get this off my chest. Anyone else feel this scared before the first u/s?
I'm so sorry you're stressing out! That's never a good feeling, especially when you're pregnant. Honestly, I think everything will be just fine 
little to no symptoms doesn't mean that anything is wrong. 
