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Perhaps google has ruined me. In fact im almost willing to give it all the credit for having me a nervous wreck about my upcoming doctors appt. Ive never made it to the first doctors appt and here it is just two days away and im so scared that they're gonna tell me I had a mmc or something. Im on progesterone suppositiories and I have read all these stories on line of woman who take them and then go to have their ultrasound done only to discover that baby stopped growing days sometimes even weeks earlier. Im praying that this doesn't happen but I will not lie im kind of fearful. Im praying that I get through the first ob with only good news and successfully seeing my little butter bean with her heart beating away fast as ever. I have no reasons to be this paranoid haven't had any painful cramping back aches or spotting im just scared due to my history. Plus Ive read of women having symptoms up until even after the discovery of the loss. Please say a couple prayers for my LO ladies. Thanks in advance