readyformore
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The concept is not easy for me.
How do you accept something you don't want? How do you get your mindset/attitude to work with it?
I am finally listening to my body. I truly don't feel that I'm going to get pregnant without help (please no false optimism-I sincerely hate that).
My cycles are regular, but holy crap, you should see my chart this month. Even with ewcm and ov pain, it looks anovulatory. I've wasted a year trying to be patient like everyone suggests. All I've done is waste time and gotten myself into a state of obsession and emotional turmoil.
I so desperately want to enlarge my family. I have to accept that it might not happen. My insurance will cover some for infertility, so it looks like I might get a round of IVF!! While I'm excited about that, I have to realize that it doesn't always work, and not on the first try.
I'm not ready to be done! Why doesn't my body understand that?! Why is it arguing with me?! Why can't I just accept it and move on?!
How do you accept something you don't want? How do you get your mindset/attitude to work with it?
I am finally listening to my body. I truly don't feel that I'm going to get pregnant without help (please no false optimism-I sincerely hate that).
My cycles are regular, but holy crap, you should see my chart this month. Even with ewcm and ov pain, it looks anovulatory. I've wasted a year trying to be patient like everyone suggests. All I've done is waste time and gotten myself into a state of obsession and emotional turmoil.
I so desperately want to enlarge my family. I have to accept that it might not happen. My insurance will cover some for infertility, so it looks like I might get a round of IVF!! While I'm excited about that, I have to realize that it doesn't always work, and not on the first try.
I'm not ready to be done! Why doesn't my body understand that?! Why is it arguing with me?! Why can't I just accept it and move on?!