So I'm afraid to take the last hpt I have on hand because I am scared to see a bfn. Af was due this morning....hasn't shown up yet. So here's what's been going on...I have been on the pill since I divorced my abusive H a few months ago. Started sleeping with my best friend who is now my amazing OH (please don't judge, it's been rough). So if I am pg, it was an oopsie. But I have also been on other meds for depression and anxiety that could have affected my bc. OH knows this and since I started feeling 'off' a few weeks ago, he's been super excited. And now we're both really really excited 
but super nervous we may have gotten our hopes up.
Last week my nipples got really hard out of nowhere and have not gone down. This never happens to me unless I am freezing cold. They are also stingy and tingly. My bbs feel like they are bruised or something. And my bbs itch all over. Don't hurt necessarily, but feel like leftover hurt or something. Then I started peeing constantly and falling asleep at work (oops). I can sleep like 10 or 11 hours and still feel like I was up all night. I have no energy to even get off the couch when I am home.
Then saturday I started spotting brown. ONCE when I went to the bathroom there was some red in my undies, and I thought AF was going to show early. Then it stopped entirely. We did the deed that night and only a tiny bit of brown got on him, and nothing since.
Monday the emotions started. I kept alternating between crying and being sooooo mad. I knew I was being unreasonable but I couldn't stop. OH said 'okay we've either got a jellybean in there or you are in for one heck of a period.'
Then I started bloating. I look like I'm 4 months pg. I feel like there is a fishing line attached just below my belly button that is being pulled out my back. (Speaking of, my UPPER back is killing me, my lower back is fine though). And I keep getting twinges in my abdomen, like bubbles. Which leads me to mention that I've had MAJOR gas for about a week now. And heartburn.
People keep telling me my bbs look huge.
Last night we broke our healthy diet and got pizza. I also HAD to have hostess cupcakes, and I haven't eaten them since I was a kid. I hate them, but oh gosh I had to have them. And then I started feeling super nauseas. But maybe that's just because I don't normally eat cupcakes?? Alternatively, I tried to drink some V8 juice yesterday (normally a favorite) and it tasted like metal. I poured it out after a few attempts.
I opened the fridge 2 days ago and my OH had boiled eggs in there. I couldn't stand the smell. When he gets one out to eat it I can smell it from across the house. I also smelled when the dog pooped in the backyard from across the street last night and it made me gag. People looked at me like I was crazy because no one else could smell it.
I have had some sharp pains on and off, but they only last a few minutes. The worst was right before I spotted, I felt like I got knifed on my left side. Then it went away. Also, my pelvic floor muscles hurt off and on like when you've done the splits but arent really flexible enough lol...only I haven't been doing anything!!
I don't know what to think. I'm scared all-around about what I might see on an hpt, but more scared how ill feel when I get a bfn, I ttc last year before H became abusive and I really don't want to go through bfn after bfn or a chemical again. I tested saturday and sunday and got BFN. I don't know when to poas again to get an 'accurate' result because since I was on bcp's I have no idea when I would have o'd or what cycle day I would be on. All I know is that AF normally shows up on Wednesday morning. Ugh!!! What do you think???!!!
Oh: I should also add that my stomach has become a bottomless pit. I get a headache at least once a day, usually more if we get intimate, and the post-coitus ones are the absolute worst. That's the most annoying part yet aside from the fatigue and being so bloated its uncomfortable to move around.
but super nervous we may have gotten our hopes up.Last week my nipples got really hard out of nowhere and have not gone down. This never happens to me unless I am freezing cold. They are also stingy and tingly. My bbs feel like they are bruised or something. And my bbs itch all over. Don't hurt necessarily, but feel like leftover hurt or something. Then I started peeing constantly and falling asleep at work (oops). I can sleep like 10 or 11 hours and still feel like I was up all night. I have no energy to even get off the couch when I am home.
Then saturday I started spotting brown. ONCE when I went to the bathroom there was some red in my undies, and I thought AF was going to show early. Then it stopped entirely. We did the deed that night and only a tiny bit of brown got on him, and nothing since.
Monday the emotions started. I kept alternating between crying and being sooooo mad. I knew I was being unreasonable but I couldn't stop. OH said 'okay we've either got a jellybean in there or you are in for one heck of a period.'
Then I started bloating. I look like I'm 4 months pg. I feel like there is a fishing line attached just below my belly button that is being pulled out my back. (Speaking of, my UPPER back is killing me, my lower back is fine though). And I keep getting twinges in my abdomen, like bubbles. Which leads me to mention that I've had MAJOR gas for about a week now. And heartburn.
People keep telling me my bbs look huge.
Last night we broke our healthy diet and got pizza. I also HAD to have hostess cupcakes, and I haven't eaten them since I was a kid. I hate them, but oh gosh I had to have them. And then I started feeling super nauseas. But maybe that's just because I don't normally eat cupcakes?? Alternatively, I tried to drink some V8 juice yesterday (normally a favorite) and it tasted like metal. I poured it out after a few attempts.
I opened the fridge 2 days ago and my OH had boiled eggs in there. I couldn't stand the smell. When he gets one out to eat it I can smell it from across the house. I also smelled when the dog pooped in the backyard from across the street last night and it made me gag. People looked at me like I was crazy because no one else could smell it.
I have had some sharp pains on and off, but they only last a few minutes. The worst was right before I spotted, I felt like I got knifed on my left side. Then it went away. Also, my pelvic floor muscles hurt off and on like when you've done the splits but arent really flexible enough lol...only I haven't been doing anything!!
I don't know what to think. I'm scared all-around about what I might see on an hpt, but more scared how ill feel when I get a bfn, I ttc last year before H became abusive and I really don't want to go through bfn after bfn or a chemical again. I tested saturday and sunday and got BFN. I don't know when to poas again to get an 'accurate' result because since I was on bcp's I have no idea when I would have o'd or what cycle day I would be on. All I know is that AF normally shows up on Wednesday morning. Ugh!!! What do you think???!!!
Oh: I should also add that my stomach has become a bottomless pit. I get a headache at least once a day, usually more if we get intimate, and the post-coitus ones are the absolute worst. That's the most annoying part yet aside from the fatigue and being so bloated its uncomfortable to move around.
