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Hi everyone,
I struggled with infertility for over 4 years. We went through all the treatment and such. I never used to care what the sex was and I just wanted to be pregnant and have a healthy baby. I've been having nothing but girl dreams and I even bought a girl.outfit because I was so sure
Well, at my 20w scan, i.found out it was a boy.I was happy at first, (my.oh has a daughter from a previous relationship) but it's sinking in. I don't know how I feel about a boy. I always wanted a girl. I don't like any boy names or.clothes. no dresses ,no cute girl.stuff. I feel like a complete brat knowing what it's like to.not get pregnant and then after 4 years be slightly (ok a bit) bummed over the sex. I don't know how I will ever bond or anything to.a boy. I'm used to my nieces and cousins who.are all girls and I'm not close to the boys. I hope i feel differently when he's born or gets closer. I love every minute he moves inside me and I fall asleep looking at his adorable profile ultrasound picture but I just don't know.
I feel like I'm never going to be excited.
I struggled with infertility for over 4 years. We went through all the treatment and such. I never used to care what the sex was and I just wanted to be pregnant and have a healthy baby. I've been having nothing but girl dreams and I even bought a girl.outfit because I was so sure
Well, at my 20w scan, i.found out it was a boy.I was happy at first, (my.oh has a daughter from a previous relationship) but it's sinking in. I don't know how I feel about a boy. I always wanted a girl. I don't like any boy names or.clothes. no dresses ,no cute girl.stuff. I feel like a complete brat knowing what it's like to.not get pregnant and then after 4 years be slightly (ok a bit) bummed over the sex. I don't know how I will ever bond or anything to.a boy. I'm used to my nieces and cousins who.are all girls and I'm not close to the boys. I hope i feel differently when he's born or gets closer. I love every minute he moves inside me and I fall asleep looking at his adorable profile ultrasound picture but I just don't know.
I feel like I'm never going to be excited.