Alchemist - where are you?

[Jewels]

Hope you're doing ok! We haven't heard from you lately!

 

[Alchemist]

Hey everyone!!!

sorry been missing in action. Been blocked at work and had a few nervous breakdowns BUT I am ok!!!

I have decided to quit my stressfull job and finish my studies and then decide what I am gonna do afterwards. I tend to take up too much and then freak out when it gets to much (usualluy every few months) and I realised that I didnt want to go back on my meds but if i kept working at my shitty job, i would have to.
also me and hubby need to fix some stuff (such as our intamy levels) and i need to be destressed to do that. so , me becoming a woman of leasure for a few months. very excited as i have never NOT worked???? hmmm.. hope i can handle it

Hope everyone is well....

off to therapy now. will touch base in the next few days!!!!

xxxx

 

[Jewels]

Great to hear everything's ok! I'm sure a change of pace in the job department will do wonders!

 

[porkpie1981]

Ive been missing to so i bet uve lots of posts to read

 

[Alchemist]

yup, catching up tooday. whole new bunch of women to meet!!!!!

 

[Jewels]

Yes lots of new faces since you've been gone!

 

[Alchemist]

not in the best frame actually. Dh has cold feet again and I have had to go back on my pills tonight..... very sad. wondering if this yo yo i am on will ever end..............

 

[Jewels]

Oh jeez I'm sorry... Let me know if you need to talk. It doesn't look like we're ever online at the same time, so I don't know if you can pm me or not..

 

[Alchemist]

i will try later. we are having a therapy session today but i am so angry i wouldnt let him sleep in our bed last night. i kept telling him it was hard coming off my meds but he ithdrew more and more (his usual tactic when he feels insecure - but this time i told him instead of beating him down). so, back to square one but i am really angry and hurt and thought of leaving him.................was booking a ticket to NYC to see my brother but decided i needed to sort this out first (i have a habit of running away when i am hurt)

 

[porkpie1981]

 

[Jewels]

i will try later. we are having a therapy session today but i am so angry i wouldnt let him sleep in our bed last night. i kept telling him it was hard coming off my meds but he ithdrew more and more (his usual tactic when he feels insecure - but this time i told him instead of beating him down). so, back to square one but i am really angry and hurt and thought of leaving him.................was booking a ticket to NYC to see my brother but decided i needed to sort this out first (i have a habit of running away when i am hurt)

It has got to be frustrating for you, and not good for your mind or body going on and off of your medication! It's difficult enough just getting off an antidepressant let alone going on and off of them! He really just needs to make a final decision and quit waffling so at least you know where you stand and can make a decision on how you want to proceed. It's good you have your therapy session tonight, hopefully you guys will be able to work through some stuff. Please keep us informed!

Lots and lots of