Almost 44 final ttc journey -- buddies needed : )

[Oasis717]

Getting a bit frustrated now, Thursday the lines were so so faint you had to squint and turn the tests to see, since then instead of disappearing like with all my other CP's its a tad darker everyday but still v v faint, with my healthy pregnancies they darkened up more quickly with symptoms, I can only think this may be like my 6 week loss where my tests took days to darken, AF due tomorrow, my mood is foul!! Has been all week I hate limbo!! Xxx

 

[AngelUK]

I can totally understand that. BUT at 10dpo with my twins I got a negative and only retested when I was a day late. So there is still a chance. But I can understand why you would not want to get your hopes up.

 

[Oasis717]

Thanks love I've no one to tell so you're all keeping me sane! Xx

 

[CaliDreaming]

Oasis I am hoping with all hope that this is a sticky bean for you! I can't imagine all the emotions you are going through right now, but I am going to think nothing but positive thoughts for you.

 

[Oasis717]

Thankyou, yest test was the darkest but still v faint today's a bit lighter so looks like they're leaving me xxx

 

[lunamoona]

Becks, I've got my fingers crossed for you as always. Really hope things work out for you this time x

 

[Oasis717]

Well I did another Morrison's 15miu test yest and although there was a v noticeable pink line its still relatively faint and tbh from Friday til yest should have been much more of a difference, although ff has AF due yest actually my lp is about 11/12 days so I'm about 2 days late now, no symptoms still, just a waiting game now, I'll do the other Morrison's test tomorrow but obviously I think there won't be much difference or lighter, this isn't like my other CP's in the respect that the lines still here and no spotting even after bd, thanks for your support xxxx

 

[Sophie2015]

Well I did another Morrison's 15miu test yest and although there was a v noticeable pink line its still relatively faint and tbh from Friday til yest should have been much more of a difference, although ff has AF due yest actually my lp is about 11/12 days so I'm about 2 days late now, no symptoms still, just a waiting game now, I'll do the other Morrison's test tomorrow but obviously I think there won't be much difference or lighter, this isn't like my other CP's in the respect that the lines still here and no spotting even after bd, thanks for your support xxxx

I'm so sorry but still hopeful. I honestly can't imagine what you've been through. Any idea of the cause? Is it a lining/implantation issue, egg quality, hormonal imbalance? I'm super late to your story I know. Forgive my questions. I guess I'm still hopeful that if this one doesn't stick there is a cause that can be fixed. Big hugs! 💛

 

[Oasis717]

Ah thankyou they won't really look into it as I'm 45 in Nov so just put it down to egg quality which no one can change so.... I know in my heart its not right, I've known every time its just so hard waiting for it to end xxxx

 

[mitchnorm]

Ah thankyou they won't really look into it as I'm 45 in Nov so just put it down to egg quality which no one can change so.... I know in my heart its not right, I've known every time its just so hard waiting for it to end xxxx

I still have everything crossed for you x x x x
Regards poor egg quality...I hear you...I am 43 and they put mine down to that til. There are things you can do to improve it....DHEA is a wonderful thing I've heard...about to start it...plus ubiquinol (derivative of coq10) plus I have just visited a fertility reflexologist and she is amazing. Gave me loads of advice of things to try naturally....beetroot juice which sounds vile but tbh I'll give anything a try

X x x x x thinking of you x x

 

[CaliDreaming]

Well it's still very early on so I am still hopeful for you Oasis!

Also, I think it's a shame they don't do any further investigations for older moms. Yes age is a factor but older moms can still suffer from everything younger moms experience.

 

[Oasis717]

Did another strip test this aft and much much lighter so its def all over, thanks for all the support ladies xxxxx

 

[CaliDreaming]

I am so sorry Oasis. Mother Nature is just so cruel and it's not fair.

 

[Sophie2015]

Thinking of you Oasis. 😪

 

[AngelUK]

I am so sorry

 

[TTC74]

Sorry Oasis.

 

[lunamoona]

So sorry Oasis

 

[Oasis717]

Thanks so much ladies your support is so much appreciated xxx

 

[Oasis717]

Hi ladies, I was hoping to not have to wait too long for af but on doing my last 15miu Morrisons test today it was slightly darker, I obviously I'm 5 days on from the first test so there's still virtually no progression but it's so odd, every cp I've had the line got lighter and disappeared never darker, I know everything is not OK obviously but it's weird as yest strip test was lighter! God only knows what's going on, I'm not going to buy any more tests for a week if no af by then will test again, my boobs are so sore today it's so strange! Xxx

 

[AngelUK]

How many days DPO are you now? I don't want to raise false hopes buuuuuut..... I cannot help being a teensy bit hopeful nevertheless!