Vickieh1981
Missing my precious girly
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I was talking to my friend yesterday about how I feel and said I must sound like a cow and she didn't correct me so just wondered what others thought.
At the beginning of December I lost a baby at 4+5. I knew I was pg for 5 days but never felt it and wasn't hugely surprised although upset when I lost it.
I fell pg with Isabella two weeks later and obviously lost her just into the second trimester.
I consider myself to have five children not six because I just can't see the early baby in the same way (I know some people do and that is a very personal thing to them).
I don't really think about it much and am not dreading the due date or anything. I think about Isabella all the time and always go to bed looking at her photos.
I feel so guilty about this that I don't feel much towards the early one. Until I lost Isabella I was really upset about it but it doesn't seem as raw since losing her.
Am I heartless to feel this way?
At the beginning of December I lost a baby at 4+5. I knew I was pg for 5 days but never felt it and wasn't hugely surprised although upset when I lost it.
I fell pg with Isabella two weeks later and obviously lost her just into the second trimester.
I consider myself to have five children not six because I just can't see the early baby in the same way (I know some people do and that is a very personal thing to them).
I don't really think about it much and am not dreading the due date or anything. I think about Isabella all the time and always go to bed looking at her photos.
I feel so guilty about this that I don't feel much towards the early one. Until I lost Isabella I was really upset about it but it doesn't seem as raw since losing her.
Am I heartless to feel this way?