Am I really here?

[Jamandspoon]

I haven't been on B&B for a long while as I found it really hard seeing all the folks in the threads I had been in having their lovely babies..... I was really happy for them but it still hurt.. And I don't know where I belong any more.
But I really need some support ( or a sharp slap!!), in the last 18months I have had 2 miscarriages for which I had to have a D&C and a natural miscarriage, I found out I was pregnant over Xmas, all the doctors surgeries and our obstetrician are all on holidays until next Monday ( I live in France) I just need to let out how scared I am, how I can't stop peeing on tests and comparing the results, prodding my breasts ( I knew the others were gone when I lost all my symptoms), I don't know how to stop worrying and panicking.

Sorry it was a bit of a ranty post, but I just needed to get things off of my chest. Thanks for reading x

 

[Tournesol]

Hi Jamandspoon.

Congrats on your BFP, try not to worry about symptoms, or lack of, every pregnancy is different.

I live in France too, I have found the care I've received here to be excellent, so you're in good hands. (When they're not on holiday that is!)

I'm so sorry for you losses and I do hope this one is your sticky, good luck. xx