Gnomer
Expecting number 2!
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Thank you so much. I don't feel as 'unfeeling' now. I put the fact I blocked it out as a sign i didn't care. But I am starting to realise I did actually care. I think its definitely this pregnancy that has made it all come back to the front of my mind. I'm slowly creeping up to 16+5, and I'm a nervous wreck! Along with the dreams and the guilt, its been a rather strange, and stressful, time.
I think I've been building up to this out pour for a while. I needed to release. And reading this forum has helped me understand so much more.
I've been thinking about how public I want to go with my past. And I think it will always be something I keep to myself. Maybe one day tell my mum, and definitely tell OH at some point in the near future.
I think I've been building up to this out pour for a while. I needed to release. And reading this forum has helped me understand so much more.
I've been thinking about how public I want to go with my past. And I think it will always be something I keep to myself. Maybe one day tell my mum, and definitely tell OH at some point in the near future.