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So to fill you in, last year we had a FET in May and it ended in a chemical pregnancy. I tested from 4dp5dt and got faint positives that gradually darkened till 8/9dp5dt when they then stayed the same and suddenly got lighter on my OTD (11dp5dt). I was devastated tbh. I knew from early on something wasn’t right and felt that the tests weren’t progressing enough like they did with our son. Now we’ve finally decided to book our final FET for May 2021 and I’m already getting anxiety. Every time I think about a future test day I feel sick. How do I get past this feeling and feel positive again. I keep telling my DH that I want to be positive but deep down I’m so terrified of another chemical or a negative. This is our last embryo and DH is reluctant to go for another fresh cycle so it’s prob going to be our last chance to have another child.