minties
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I feel like our family is MORE than complete, 3 children is hard work and can be overwhelming.
I've had my tubes tied, and felt fine about it for months. I just had my first PP period since having Emma though and now feel a bit... broken? Like I'm not 100% me, or a 'proper' woman now. I don't know why! It felt odd thinking that every period I have from now on is a waste of time, it feels like it's a pretend thing! I can't explain it. I don't want any more kids, but I don't like that I can't have any more either. Gawd this sounds dumb.
I fully wanted them tied and gritted my teeth through a worn-off spinal to get it done, they almost didn't tie them during my c-section because it got complicated but I firmly insisted. So don't knoe why I feel this way.
I've had my tubes tied, and felt fine about it for months. I just had my first PP period since having Emma though and now feel a bit... broken? Like I'm not 100% me, or a 'proper' woman now. I don't know why! It felt odd thinking that every period I have from now on is a waste of time, it feels like it's a pretend thing! I can't explain it. I don't want any more kids, but I don't like that I can't have any more either. Gawd this sounds dumb.
I fully wanted them tied and gritted my teeth through a worn-off spinal to get it done, they almost didn't tie them during my c-section because it got complicated but I firmly insisted. So don't knoe why I feel this way.