Yes, I sooo understand what you mean. They use logic so much that they have the emotional sympathy of a rock. My hubby is great too but he is also extremely lacking in this department!! Must be all that ESPN they watch draining their empathy skills!! lol
I've got a feeling that all of that determination is going to equal to a
in the month of May for you! It's so strange that you mention May being an important month for you to conceive. It happens to be special to me too.
Last year after I prayed about starting a family, I fell asleep on the sofa and when I woke up I saw a visual of
"05.14". Was it an answer to my prayer or just totally random? I was trying to think of a way I would receive the answer and then I remembered the story of Gideon.
(Just in case you're unfamiliar, i summarized it in the next paragraph. You can skip it if you already know about it...)
Gideon was a judge in Israel who at the time were being oppressed by the Midianites (I think thats how you spell it). An angel asked Gideon to defeat the Midianites but Gideon found it hard to believe that God would choose him for such a huge task because he was so weak and scrawny. So he asked God to prove that He would really help him destroy the Midianites. He put a fleece outside of his tent and asked that if God wanted him to go to battle, when he awoke, God would make his fleece wet from morning dew but keep the rest of the ground dry. When Gideon woke up, his fleece was wet and the grass was dry. Still in disbelief, he asked God to confirm things again by making the exact opposite happen the next day. Sure enough when he awoke, the grass was wet but the fleece stayed dry.
So, in response to my dream, I decided to put out a "fleece" of my own: I asked that by the end of the day, God would make me hear someone call out my husband's name (which would be the chosen name of my future son). In my mind I was going to go out and do some shopping, giving God an easy chance to have someone call out DH name around me. Well, turns out I ended up being stranded at home due to car troubles. I was so bummed and by the time 6pm rolled around I had given up and put the "fleece" out of my mind...
Well 11pm rolls around and my DH had just gotten home from work and as usual he turns on the tv (I really cant stand tv so it stays off majority of the day). We're talking mid conversation when suddenly I hear someone clear as day shout my husband's FIRST & LAST name. First I'm surprised to hear my husband's name coming from the tv (no his name is not super unique, but its not something you hear on tv every day). I look up at the screen and it's a coach calling out to a kid on a football team on a reality tv show. It's at that moment that I remember the "fleece" that I had totally given up on. I look at the clock and it was about 11:30pm, just before the end of the day!
It may not have come the way that I had in mind, but God still had answered me and not just with DH first name, but his FULL name!!! Coincidence? Perhaps, but I don't believe in coincidence. I mean what were the odds that on that day and at that moment, the channel my husband had randomly paused at happend to play a portion of a show where someone was calling not my DH's first name, but his FULL name on the same day I had put out the "fleece"?? Call me crazy, but I believe that something special will happen on May 14th of this year in regards to ttc. Maybe that will be the date of my first
!!
I never really told anyone that story bc they'd probably think I was nuts
... but somehow, I'm thinking that since you do readings, maybe you won't think I'm too crazy after all
Sorry for the lengthy message...
Here's to in MAY!!!