Being put to sleep isn't bad. Feels weird and I've gotten weird dreams after surgery. (I've only had wisdom and adnoid/tonsillectomy done).
I keep looking stuff up too. I've been battling a migraine since my appointment Friday. I can tell I'm super stressed about it already. I'm just anxious to get answers. I hate to wait all the way til March but, technically I get laid off March 15th so to do it before that just seems like a waste of possible income. (I should be picked up by new company taking over my program, but it could take a couple months, so we can get paid more, do less and not need as many hours after that between March 15th and probably June)