Argh!

[whoops]

Spoke to FOB a few days ago for the first time in almost a year and he promised to call me yesterday after sorting a few things out.

Have I heard from him?

Of course not.

FFS

Could deal with him not being around before because I knew not to expect any different. But cannot deal with him not doing what he said he would.

 

[xCorkettex]

I never realised how selfish men could be until recent events in my life and now i just say to people never expect anything from a man because you wont have to feel dissapointed. Shame we have to be like that though

 

[v2007]

The swine, i am sorry.

V xxx

 

[justlove]

Makes you wonder what goes through there tiny minds, one day the remember they have a LO and then next day the can carry on without a care in the world forgetting all about them, or dont they? I've never been able to get my head around that how someone can cut ties with there own flesh n blood so easy and not spend every waking moment thinking about them.

 

[teal]

xx

 

[whoops]

He finally got in touch - he'll pay maintenance but that's it, he doesn't want to meet her or be involved in her life.

I actually feel sick - I just don't know how to handle this. Because it did seem like he was slowly coming round. For a couple of days, I got my stupid hopes up and now everything looks worse than it did before.

 

[sweetlullaby]

hun.

Don't let him get to you hun.
He's made his choice and he's the one that has to live with that

 

[lal]

You can expect things from a man, just not these men, who have shown us what to expect. There's a good one out there for you somewhere chin up.

 

[whoops]

HV came out for Lily's 3 month check up today and asked how things were with me and FOB - I started crying as I was telling her, and so she's referring me for counselling. Will be a relief when it starts - I need to get things clear in my head and stop feeling ashamed of how everything's turned out.