tillymum
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Going through 2nd m/c in 5 months, had missed mc in May at 13 weeks. Thought I had a m/c 4 weeks ago, then realised I still had a BFP last week, had bleeding and pains, EPU suspected ectopic, after a couple of blood tests and no sign of anything in my uterus. Told my levels were dropping last thurs. Would have been approx 9 weeks.
Anyway started bleeding really heavily today and passing clots and cramping while away at a meeting in london, couldn't tell anyone just had to 'grin and bear it' and passed my LO in their wc!!! - If my day wasn't bad enough then realised that 1 month to go till my due date for my 1st pregnancy, which makes me really sad. I realised that there is no hope of me being pregnant for my due date, not sure how i'll cope next month.
However still trying to stay hopefull that next one will 3rd time lucky, just going to give myself a few months to recover and staying positive that there are better times ahead. Going back to EPU tomorrow for a check up scan, not a place I like
Sorry just felt like moaning I just hope 2009 will be a better year for TTC for me i've had enough of ttc in 2008....
Anyway started bleeding really heavily today and passing clots and cramping while away at a meeting in london, couldn't tell anyone just had to 'grin and bear it' and passed my LO in their wc!!! - If my day wasn't bad enough then realised that 1 month to go till my due date for my 1st pregnancy, which makes me really sad. I realised that there is no hope of me being pregnant for my due date, not sure how i'll cope next month.
However still trying to stay hopefull that next one will 3rd time lucky, just going to give myself a few months to recover and staying positive that there are better times ahead. Going back to EPU tomorrow for a check up scan, not a place I like
Sorry just felt like moaning I just hope 2009 will be a better year for TTC for me i've had enough of ttc in 2008....