I know how you feel! Just on March 2nd was the 1 year anniversary since I miscarried him! It was a rough and long day. bawled my eyes out and helped me grieve more. I really thought I'd be preggo by that day...a year, dear lord. But like Tara said....we can get pregnant, and we just have to be patient. It will happen when it is suppose to. And DO NOT be sorry for ranting. That is what friends are for.