Hi..I would love to join you. This is my 15 month ttc and I can totally relate. It gets you sooo down. I go through my days where I'm just so sad and it's very hard. I think it's harder on me because NOBODY knows what we are going through. So I really don't have anyone to talk to except my husband, and as good as he is with all this, I don't think men understand how much harder it is on us. Where in your cycle are you? I just went and saw a fertility specialist this month, still going through the tests.