NN thankyou so much for posting here for me, your beautiful xxx.
I just got home today, and I am struggling with my emotions and hormones and everything.
I was expressing milk for them, but when I do it I break down and cry and my milk wasn't flowing very well. The midwife told me to have 24hrs off and see how I cope. She said I can always start back up once my day 4 hormones settle.
I tried again this morning and again I just broke down, am I normal????. I have only had term babies and they were Formula fed so this is all new to me and I find when I express my hormones go rapid but my babies aren't with me and it confuses me, I just break down.
Both Brooke and Michael are doing so well, all head scans came back clear, they are still breathing with no support. Michael is tube feeding 19mls every 3hrs and Miss Brooke is tube feeding 8-9mls every 2hrs. I was allowed skin to skin cuddles yesterday and my gosh it felt amazing to hold them. I have some beautiful pics and will post them up here tomorrow.
Thankyou all for your love, support and prayers for my little babies it means the world to me and I will for sure be here asking a million questions as my journey progresses, right now I am wondering how I will get through the night at home without my babies.
Again thankyou and I will be back tomorrow....