These last 6 weeks have been a complete nightmare! I had PMT then skipped the period and the PMT symptoms just never left. I am currently skipping my second period so the end I was hoping for is not happening!
I am a total wreck! I am supposed to be losing weight for when we start trying for baby properly in 8 months but my breasts are so hard and painful that just walking hurts never mind running or jumping around!! (plus the chocolate isn't helping much but it helps me cope!) My stomach is all bloated and horrible to and I just want to fall into bed and sleep by 7pm! Emotionally I am a mess - just reading some articles in the news has me sobbing like a baby. At the moment I have to leave the room when the Great Ormond Street hospital adverts are on TV or I am just in tears! My doctor doesn't care - come back if it hasn't stopped after three months! I keep having arguments with hubby as I am just so messed up at the moment.
I have done some home tests and got BFN so I have been putting this down to my PCOS causing me problems. But I was really expecting my next period to arrive. So far my second missed period is a week late and I am starting to get even more confused. Last week I really freaked myself out. I always have a salad for dinner at work my favourite part of it is the cherry tomatoes. So I eat a tomatoe and it is just awful the taste was just all wrong. I ask hubby when I get home to try the tomatoes and he declares them as sweet and delicious! I try another and it ends up in the bin! Just another pregnancy symptom however I cannot pass that one off as PMT! Did another test still BFN. Been looking at lists of anecdotal pregnancy symptoms and I have them all apart from morning sickness!
The issue is the dates just don't add up for me to be pregnant! Yes we have been NTNP as regards to contraception but we have been avoiding the 'riskier' times. The dates just do not add up unless I ovulated either seriously late or really early! No I am sure the is just PCOS! I am so confused and have another month before the doctor will take me seriously!!
I am a total wreck! I am supposed to be losing weight for when we start trying for baby properly in 8 months but my breasts are so hard and painful that just walking hurts never mind running or jumping around!! (plus the chocolate isn't helping much but it helps me cope!) My stomach is all bloated and horrible to and I just want to fall into bed and sleep by 7pm! Emotionally I am a mess - just reading some articles in the news has me sobbing like a baby. At the moment I have to leave the room when the Great Ormond Street hospital adverts are on TV or I am just in tears! My doctor doesn't care - come back if it hasn't stopped after three months! I keep having arguments with hubby as I am just so messed up at the moment.
I have done some home tests and got BFN so I have been putting this down to my PCOS causing me problems. But I was really expecting my next period to arrive. So far my second missed period is a week late and I am starting to get even more confused. Last week I really freaked myself out. I always have a salad for dinner at work my favourite part of it is the cherry tomatoes. So I eat a tomatoe and it is just awful the taste was just all wrong. I ask hubby when I get home to try the tomatoes and he declares them as sweet and delicious! I try another and it ends up in the bin! Just another pregnancy symptom however I cannot pass that one off as PMT! Did another test still BFN. Been looking at lists of anecdotal pregnancy symptoms and I have them all apart from morning sickness!
The issue is the dates just don't add up for me to be pregnant! Yes we have been NTNP as regards to contraception but we have been avoiding the 'riskier' times. The dates just do not add up unless I ovulated either seriously late or really early! No I am sure the is just PCOS! I am so confused and have another month before the doctor will take me seriously!!