BFP again...but terrified... *update first post*

[LunaBean]

Ok, so I got a BFP yesterday on a Superdrug test at 2pm, tested again today, and there's barely a shadow on FRER and superdrug isn't darker Am I worrying for nothing? I have every symptom, including being sick, which I wasn't last time, I can't take another MC I'm 12dpo, AF is due tomro or Thurs. I felt so positive yesterday, now I'm terrified somethings gona go wrong...

The first test is superdrug, the purple is a 20mui test from the chemist (took it last night at 11pm, line came up straight away), and the bottom 2 are todays one. Im totally freaking out, I have cramps, not agony, but constantly there

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Hmm..so now I havn't a clue what's going on..yesterdays tests were no darker, infact slightly lighter than before...tested today with FMU and got BFN on Superdrug and FRER...looked at the superdrug one awhile later and a line had appeared! (granted..I looked at it 2 mins after doin it and put it in a drawer lol)..surely it wouldn't be taking this long for lines to get darker?! I'm not bleeding or cramping, had bad cramps this morning...thought I was bleeding earlier and ran to the bathroom, but it was alot of watery CM! I'm goin outta my mind!! Tpdays looks like 13dpo am

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[Drazic<3]

Firstly hun - congratulations. I am really pleased for you.

It's natural to be terrified with our histories. The first step is to get past AF being due, then get past doctors appointment, ect... little milestones. Don't overwhelm yourself thinking about the entire pregnancy right now. Just little steps, that is how I am coping.

I got my BFP on Superdrug before any others first time. I have had cramping this entire pregnancy, and it is so normal to feel like AF is coming around you bfp. I have seen SO many posts in first tri like that and ladies go on with no problems at all. Get yourself some more tests because that is the only thing that will stop you going mental the next few days. Get a CB digi or two (really cheap on ebay) because nothing subs for seeing 'pregnant'. As soon as you are getting good lines book in at the doctors, but expect it to be faint as there tests SUCK! Honestly, I was getting such dark lines on ICs and still got a faint on their crappy tests.

Sending and and anytime you want a chat or just need a friend you know where I am. I know how hard this is darl, but we are all there for you

 

[LunaBean]

Thanks No sign of AF yet, just browny bloody earlier when I wiped but nothing now, and a stitch-like cramp at one side of my tum. The tests dried abit darker, so I feel slightly better! My doc is crap, I went in with 12 positive tests last time and she told me to come back the next day with a pee sample to do a test there, but I MC that day. Gona wait until Monday and make an appointment then, I have 3 cb digis, gona crack one open on Sat/Sun if AF doesn't show! Hope you're doin ok!

 

[AmyNut]

I was exactly the same with Superdrug/boots tests...staring at the lines for ages trying to figure out if I was actually seeing anything!!!

The Digital tests are good though, bit too expensive for my liking but you can't put a price on the result

I have everything crossed for you

 

[pinknpurple]

OMG Lizzie babe I've just seen this!!! Huge congratulations to you my darling and lots of sticky baby dust

I was only thinking of you a couple of days ago and was going to text to see how you were!! So glad to read this and hoping for a nice easy nine months and beyond for you xxxx

 

[LunaBean]

Thanks I was gona test you the othe day then my battery died, then I forgot when I got home and charged it! Hope you're doing well!