bigbelly2
mommy of 2!
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hey ladies sorry for my absence...i have had a really shitty few days..some of you know whats been going some of you dont so here goes...my cousin is dying (hes mentally and physically handicapped and has now got kidney failure) his step brother died last week, its his funeral tomorrow....
my horse had to be put to sleep yesterday as she had broken her foot basically..awful day and to top it off my brakes failed on me on the way to get maddy from school....
BUT i have also totally cheated on my diet this week, and come on AGAIN FFS BODY GET A GRIP!!! I have eaten my whole body weight in shit shit shit and more shit....i started again today though and im hoping to drop 8 or 9lb...its the christening on sunday, i have my outfit gotta get my shoes from next thur and a bracelet from town...i will have lost 4 stone since starting sw by sun though as long as im good this week..I WILL BE after the christening im going to try and calm down on my tablets and take half a day so ic an do the sw diet...it so works and its not a quick fix we have to realise that we have to change our lives not just diet diet diet, loose then gain again..im fed up of being a yo yo...
total loss however is 70lb kerry...ive come a long way but man im stupid why do i cave in...why do i let food win....im so weak!!
well done everyone else!
h x
my horse had to be put to sleep yesterday as she had broken her foot basically..awful day and to top it off my brakes failed on me on the way to get maddy from school....
BUT i have also totally cheated on my diet this week, and come on AGAIN FFS BODY GET A GRIP!!! I have eaten my whole body weight in shit shit shit and more shit....i started again today though and im hoping to drop 8 or 9lb...its the christening on sunday, i have my outfit gotta get my shoes from next thur and a bracelet from town...i will have lost 4 stone since starting sw by sun though as long as im good this week..I WILL BE after the christening im going to try and calm down on my tablets and take half a day so ic an do the sw diet...it so works and its not a quick fix we have to realise that we have to change our lives not just diet diet diet, loose then gain again..im fed up of being a yo yo...
total loss however is 70lb kerry...ive come a long way but man im stupid why do i cave in...why do i let food win....im so weak!!
well done everyone else!
h x