Break after multiple miscarriage...TTC baby #2 again

[ttc_Mera]

Hi ladies,

After taking a break from here and ttc I feel like I am finally comfortable with ttc. Its been awhile since Ive been up here so most of you may not know me. DH and I have been ttc since Feb/March of last year for baby #2. In September 2014 we finally got our BFP but something felt off, and I guess my feelings was right because it ended up being a chemical pregnancy.

We took a month off but continued to ttc and we got another BFP in May of this year. This time I actually felt somewhat positive, the line was even darker than the last BFP. We 5 days later, I start spotting and that ended in a chemical as well. I was terrified to continue to ttc and end up with a 3rd chemical so we took a break.
Now I feel like I am ready, ( DS (3.5 years old) is even potty trained ) so we are back at it again.

I am currently waiting for my cycle to start ( 4 more days). Each time we did get a BFP I used the clearblue fertility monitor so I will continue to use that. Next month I see the doctor for day 21 bloodwork and etc to see why I keep having these early miscarriages.

I have been trying to eat healthy , I just havent had any time to really exercise with work and school things.

Anyway I will talk blabbing away now . I hope to make some cycle buddies !

Babydust to all you ladies!

 

[Justme43]

Hi ttc - I just wanted to drop in and say hi. I am really sorry about your losses, but am thrilled you are ready to try again.

I had a miscarriage in August. Af came for the first time last week and is on her way out. So I'll be ttc really soon. So I just missed being your cycle buddy - but wanted to welcome you back.

 

[lilmisscaviar]

Congrats on ttc again! I know how it feels to have multiple losses. You're doing so much better than I am tbh. I am so afraid of losing more babies that when I become pregnant it doesn't seem as exciting as it used to, so kudos to you for keeping optimistic I am at the exact same point as Justme, I am finishing up AF, but I won't be too far from you. Here's to hoping we all get our rainbows!

 

[ttc_Mera]

Hi ttc - I just wanted to drop in and say hi. I am really sorry about your losses, but am thrilled you are ready to try again.

I had a miscarriage in August. Af came for the first time last week and is on her way out. So I'll be ttc really soon. So I just missed being your cycle buddy - but wanted to welcome you back.

:wave: Hi Justme , I'm sorry about your loss as well. It's really hard to go through a miscarriage . It's hard to get excited when I get a bfp because I'm nervous that I'll have another mc. Even DH said if I get about we bfp he wants me to wait for a few weeks before I tell him. Today is Cd 1 officially and I saw a double rainbow right in front of my house. I feel pretty confident . I wish there was a way I could prevent having chemicals .

 

[ttc_Mera]

Congrats on ttc again! I know how it feels to have multiple losses. You're doing so much better than I am tbh. I am so afraid of losing more babies that when I become pregnant it doesn't seem as exciting as it used to, so kudos to you for keeping optimistic I am at the exact same point as Justme, I am finishing up AF, but I won't be too far from you. Here's to hoping we all get our rainbows!

:wave: hi lilmisscaviar, I never thought I would have a miscarriage let alone 2 but I'm learning it could happen to anyone and no one is immune to it unfortunately . I'm terrified of losing more babies but I'm usually trying to look at the positive even tho sometimes I know it will end well. I just hate to lose faith, and most of all I HATE giving up on something I desperately want, i refuse. I know that we will all get our rainbow babies soon I just know it. today marks cd 1 for me and I'm hoping the double rainbow I saw today means my rainbow baby is coming soon.