Can someone give me some encouragement?

[Beccaface]

Hi girls,

So, i'm sat here crying right now. I totally feel out this month, and I haven't even got my AF.
I'm getting obsessed with symptom spotting and I'm think I should be getting all these symptoms and i'm not.

I'm really scared I'm already out, and i'm never going to have one.
I see pregnant woman in the street and it kills me. I want to scream that I want one.
I'm trying so hard to have one and I can't.

Just a little bit of encouragement would be lovely.
Thanks.
xx

 

[gills26]

Hi hun, I didn't want to read and run. I get like that too, usually around the time of AF though becuase I've spent the whole 2WW convincing myself I'm pregnant then get BFNs every day followed by AF. Chin up, I know it might not help, but I just think "well, it's got to be my turn one day". And I find that this site really does provide the support that my friends and family sometimes can't.
Hope you find some peace darling and take some time out for you

 

[Beccaface]

Thankyou lovey.
xxx

 

[FamilyFaith]

Completely understandable. I know what u r going thru. I work in a nursery so it kills me to even go to work everyday. We'll get through this girls. x

 

[kybaby]

Hi hun, I know just how you feel. All we can do is stay positive that it will happen for us.

 

[Beccaface]

Well 'spose I am out now.
Got cramps & my cervix has hardened.
xx

 

[Lucky.M]

Hi Becca, don't worry yet, you might not have even implanted yet! Impantation is around 6-12 days dpo so cramps could be implantation and your cervix wouldn't even recognise a pregnancy yet. So chin up you got a way to go yet xx

 

[Beccaface]

I'm all teary because I'm scared.
I don't like this.
xx

 

[H a]

Hi hun, i feel the same as you! ive just made it to 9dpo (first for me!) and im feeling that im out too, i know im probably not but i dont know why we torture ourselves with negative thoughts but we do! im on bvits to help my latual phase become longer, last month was only 8 days so im so pleased i made day 9!

my best mate is due her baby anytime and its killing me, im so pleased for her but i feel like it will never happen to me, i know it will!

we just got to stay positive, easier said than done though.

im not checked cervix, im just seeing how long i can go without af showing up.

good luck hun everyone on this site totally understand how you feel thats why were are here for you xx

 

[Jay_Bird]

*hugs*
Don't be down Sweetie :[
I have 5 friends who have all recently had babies and none of them had any idea they were pregnant, the earliest one of them spotted it was nearly 3 months!

If AF isn't here then there is hope!

xOxOx

 

[Beccaface]

Yeah, I know.
I just...i'm scared.
I don't know.
xx

 

[Jay_Bird]

I know :/
TTC is actual torture.
And no one realises it until it's their turn.

xOxOx

 

[Beccaface]

It is.
I used to worry about my fiance so much as looking at me and i'd get preg.
Now, I want it so much, and it's heartbreaking and hard.
xx

 

[Jay_Bird]

Same!
Exactly the same!
On Friday night we were at his Mum's B'day bash in a hotel and on our way back downstairs after putting our friend to bed - haha!!! - he completely broke down, saying how much he wants this etc... and it just made me feel useless. I know we haven't been trying for long but still.

We're both going to get there though Babe :]]

xOxOx

 

[Beccaface]

Yea
Just everyone else is having them around me.
And I want to shake them.
I feel proper selfish...

we will get there.
xxx

 

[Jay_Bird]

Same!
I have too many pregnant friends/friends with babies.
I feel horrid for being jealous but I can't help it

We will! And it'll be so worth it when we do!
I'm going to come up with an action plan, like, start to excercise/take Folic etc/eat healthier etc...
:]]
It'll make me feel like I'm bothering to do something productive haha!

xOxOx

 

[Beccaface]

Yup.
Think I'll do the same.
I just want to be pregnant.
More then anything is the world.

 

[Jay_Bird]

Same!
I'd actually give anything up for this!
I don't drink any more, well, since Feb.
And I quit smoking before we started TTC so that's good.

I seem to spend most of my free time doing research lol.
CoQ10 is good for improving egg quality and improving blood condition and flow at 600mg so I'm considering that as well as Folic and Zinc, and blates Omega 3.

xOxOx

 

[Beccaface]

Yea, I quit smoking.
I haven't touched a drink.
I don't hardly go out incase I damage myself.
xx

 

[Jay_Bird]

Seems unfair that bad people can have children, like, people who will mistreat them etc... when there are so many good, kind people who struggle :/

xOxOx